College roommate 

Marsh

THURSDAY 12/5/2007 10:15 am
I fucking hate college
It's my 5th day and I'm tired as fuck
I mean I guess I am always tired but whatever
The first 2 weeks of college are for settling in
I walk back into my door room and immediately take this uncomfortable fucking uniform off
I put on some baggy jeans even though I'm not going anywhere and I lay on my stomach in bed
I go on my phone
"Why do girls send so many fucking nudes" I whisper
"For real" Marsh says
"Fucking hell didn't know you were here" I say laughing
The laugh was so forced but I don't give a fuck
"Sorry for budding in y/n but why the fuck are you complaining about nudes, if you don't wann see em pass over your phone" marsh says laughing
I roll my eyes and turn my phone off
Marsh shares the dorm with me
He's chill
I don't try to be friends though, because I don't want to talk
I like silence
Unless it awkward
But anyways
I also like how he doesn't touch my things and he doesn't touch me
Like if we both need to leave through the door
He steps back
I hate physical contact
Always have
I start getting a call from my sister
"Hey" I say
"How's college going?" She asks
"It's fine" I say
"Talk to me about it, don't just say fine" she says
"I said it's fine, that's 2 whole words but whatever, if you really want to know I'm extremely Exhausted, I don't want to get up in the mornings, I have freezing showers because the hot water tank is so fucking small, the only way me and marsh, who's my roommate by the way, could have a warm shower, is if we took 1 minute showers, or a 2 minute one together" I say
"I'm up for that!" Marsh jokes
My sister laughs
"I see you have made some friends" she says
"No i haven't, marsh is just my roommate" I say
I can tell marsh was a little upset by that but I'm glad I said it, he was getting to comfortable
"That's rude y/n" Grace says
Grace is my sister
"No it's not, I'm being honest" I say
"Whatever, have you been up to date with taking your meds?" She asks
"Yes, is that all I don't feel like chatting right now" I say
"Oh okay, call me later?" She asks
"Yep love you grace" I say
"I love you too"
I hang up
"Hey y/n, thought I'd let you know, I'm transferring to a college in Canada, so your gonna be getting a new room mate" Marsh says
"Damn" I say
"You sad" marsh jokes
I hate how much he jokes around
I'm not a laughing guy
"No I just like that we don't talk, I don't know what the other person will be like" I say
Marsh just nods and then he leaves the dorm
I get up and turn all the lights off
Then I lay back down
I fall asleep
(Time skip 9:30 pm)
I wake up and fuckkkkkkk
I slept for ages
Like 11 hours or something, idk I never did well in Math
I look over to marsh
He's got like 3 guys helping him put his shit in boxes
Good
The faster the better
I get up grabbing a towel
I go to the bathroom
The fucking annoying thing about having a roommate is privacy
I can never watch porn because either marsh was in a bed like 10 feet away from me
Or I would be nervous he was gonna storm in half way through
I haven't watched porn in a week, that's okay, I'm not an addict but like, it makes master baiting so much less awkward and so much more fun
But whatever
I wash my face and then go to my cupboard
I was planning on showering but I'm hungry and dinner closes soon
Well at 10 to be exact
I grab a shirt and leave
Once at the diner I grab a bread role and a coke
I pay $5
Then I go back to the room
Marshes friends left
"When are you leaving?" I ask
I walking around the box's on the floor
"Like 7:30 tomorrow, the new guy comes at 10, so around the time you wake up" marsh says laughing
"Ha ha" I say
I then lay down with my breadrole
Ima wake up at 7:40 then ima watch porn
Maybe for the last time till I graduate
Maybe
I eat the role and then drink half my coke, I end up falling falling asleep around 12:50 pm