College roommate 

Bill

FRIDAY 13/5/2007 7:40
I wake up to my alarm abusing the shit out of my ears
Fuck sake
I look around
All of marshes things are gone
Good
I grab my laptop and search pornhub
I click on one of 2 girls
I unzip my pants and grab a bottle of lotion from my side drawer
God
The video starts
I quickly put the lotion on my hand
I stroke up and down
From base to tip
Every time I get it my tip I allow my thumb to go in and out of my hole
Why the fuck am I whimpering
Ew
I finish in my hand
I thrust my hips up making my laptop fall onto the other side of my bed
I then get up and wash my hands in the bathroom
Once I finish washing my hands I turn off the porn and then there's a knock on the door
Hmm
I open it and it's the principal
I open the door fully without saying a word to him
He can say hi to me for once
"Morning y/n" he says in a cheerful tone
Oh god shut the fuck up
"Morning" I Mutter
"This is your new roommate, bill kaulitz" he says
"Cool" I reply not even looking up
I then lay down on my bed
"Introduce yourself" the principal says
"I'm y/n" I say
I reach over and grab my meds
I'm meant to take them at 8:00 every morning but this guy is bringing out three depression in me
I pop 2
"What are they" he asks walking over to me
"Depressants, need one?" I offer
He gives me a look and then turns around
I hear him walk out
He room goes quiet
I feel bills presence though
I can already tell he's shy
I like that
I fall back asleep

(Time skip)
3:47pm
"Yes Tom I know"
"Okay whatever"
"I love you too"
I hear bill
He's on the phone
He walks out from the bathroom
This is the first time I'm seeing him
Black hair
Makeup?
A lot of makeup, like black eye makeup
Emo, gothic type shit
Ok I'm down for it
He kinda looks like a girl
His style is interesting
He's wearing a tight fitted shirt with jeans and a belt, lots of rings, eyebrow piercings
"Hi!" He says smiling
His smile shows his full teeth
Fuck he's a little loud to
"Hey" I mumble back
"Y/n right?" He asks
I make out an mmhmm sound and then I roll over
I thought he understood I didn't want to talk but he didn't
"I'm bill" he says
"Look bill, I'm not into talking or being like good friend, so if that's what you want for college go ask for a new room" I say
Bill stays quiet for a second
Fuck I feel bad
He was just trying to be nice
But I have my boundaries
"Sorry" he whispers
I hear him leave the room
Once he's gone I look around
He's got posters
Polaroids on his walls
A couple little plants on his desk
And then just a bunch of other shit like that
It's lowkey a vibe
I'm about to fall back asleep when my sister calls me
"Hey grace" I say
"Sup, I'm coming to your college to make sure everything's all good, you seemed off yesterday" she says
"You really don't have to I'm fine" I say
"I'm coming whether you like it or not" she says
Whatever
I hang up without another word
After about 10 minutes I hear a knock on the door
"Yep!" I shout
Grace comes in
"Get up you lazy boy" she says
"No" I say
She grabs my arm and tries pulling me up
"Embarrassing" I say
"Please y/nnnnnn" she groans
"Urg fine" I say
I get up and follow her out
As we are walking around the school I see bill
He smiles and waves over to me
I look down to the ground
"Don't be rude" grace says
She then waves to bill
"God your getting on my nerves" I say
We walk around for a little and go back to my dorm
Bills in there but he's got his music plugged in
It's now 7:20pm
Grace sits on my bed
"So any girlfriends yet!" She says Like the drama gossip queen she is
"No I don't do relationships" I say
"I don't do relationship; who you do you think you are" grace says mocking me
"Shut up, you know what I mean, I just hate being touched, talked to and treated weird, thats everything you get in a relationship" I say
Grace makes a buzzer eeeeerr sound and says
"Wronnggg, relationships are good, they make you feel loved" grace says
I see bill unplug his headphones and go over to his desk draw
Bill had gotten a towel and as he was walking toward the toilet, which was on my side of the room grace says
"Plus then instead of watching porn and dating your hand you can actually have someone to, ya know"
"GRACE YUCK" I say throwing a pillow at her
I see bills face
Oh god so embarrassing
His eyes widened and he pressed his lips together like he was trying not to laugh
It was all quick but I'm still embarrassed
The second bill goes into the bathroom I turn my attention to grace
"Bitchhhh, I only met him today" I say
"Wow for someone with no emotions your pretty emotional right now" she says
"Shut up" I say
Grace rolls her eyes
"I should probably head home, i think your doing fine" she says
"I mean I did tell you I was doing fine" I say
She nods
"Bye I love you" she says
"Love you too" I reply
Bill comes out of the shower wearing Pjs
I don't need to shower
I showered this morning
I get a call from a girl I used to know in high school
Yuckkky
Highschool was shit
I pick up the call
"What" I say
"Hey y/n, wanna like.. make out in your dorm" she says
"Uh that's really random, what's your name again" I ask
"Really? It's Layla" she says
"Oh yeah umm sure I guess" I say
I don't know why I said it
My thumbs just typed it
Didn't even mean to
Oh shit bill..
Do I tell him orrr
"Uh bill" I say
"Yeah" he says with that stupid smile on his face
God does he ever stop smiling
How can someone be so fucking happy all the time
"There is this girl who wants to come over.." I say
"Oh do you want me to go?" He asks
"Nah I can't make you do that, just letting you know so that if you do want to leave you can, or me and her can go in the bathroom" I say
"Nah I'll just be on my phone" bill says
I smile and nod at him
Then there is a knock on the door
I open it and walk away
She can shut it
She walks over to me
I grab the back of her face and we begin making out
She slithers her hands under my shirt
Oh fuck I hate BEING TOUCHED
Why am I even doing this
She pushes me backward onto the bed
And then she crawls onto me
I'm not even hard
The fuck
Whatever
Guess I will die a virgin
She straddles my waist and kisses me again
Then she goes down to my neck
She's not good at sucking so it's not like I have to worry about making any embarrassing noises
I'm just breathing heavily
Bills still got his headphone in
She comes back up to my face
Then her hand slides down my body
To my belt
Oh my god
She's so fucking desperate
Does she not see bill
I move her hand away
She puts it back
I make a uh uh sound and then we keep making out
SHE PUTS IT BACK
BRO!
I grab her wrist and stop kissing her
"No Layla, we're not fucking right now" I say
"Please" she whispers
"Mate, I haven't talked to you in over a year and now you wanna fuck me, like shit bro" I say
"If you don't want to fuck then why the hell did you invite me here" she says
"Bro you invited yourself- I say laughing
She gets off of me mad but I am laughing out of embarrassment for her
What an actual dumb bitch
Once I realise I'm laughing I stop
I hate my laugh
It's annoying
She leaves
Bill takes his headphones off
"What the hell happened there" he says
"Yeah she kept tryna fuck, I said no and she kept going, then she got up and got mad" I say
Bill laughed
He smiles
"Who was the girl today?" He asks
"My sister grace" I say
Bill smiles
"I have a brother" he says
God this is exactly why I don't talk to my roommates
"Cool" I say
"What's something you love" bill asks
"What" I say
"I don't know conversation starter" he says
"Uh I guess I like weed" I say
"No what's something you love" bill repeats
"I don't know.. nothing?" I say
"Woah" bill says
"What?" I ask
"I've never met someone who loves nothing" he says
I roll my eyes dramatically
"You have a nice nose" bill says
"Oh um thanks?" I say
Bill smiles
WHYS HE ALWAYS SMILING? How
"Ima go to bed" I say
"Without dinner?" Bill asks
"Mmhmm without dinner" i say
"Okay.." bill says