SATURDAY 14/5/2007 1:05 am
I wake up to fast breathing
The fuck
I look over to bill
He's in the corner of his bed
Is he having a panic attack or some shit
Do I ask or do I pretend I didn't see him
Urg
"Woah woah what's wrong" I ask getting up and going over to him
"I- this is gonna sound stupid but I had a really bad dream" he says
"That's not stupid" I say
God why am I comforting this guy
He's literally like 17
Whatever
"I can't sleep.." he says
"Umm well it's the weekend so do you wanna watch a movie with me?" I ask
We have a small couch and tv in the dorm
"No you go back to sleep, I couldn't keep you up" he says
"No come on" I say reaching my hand out
Bill thinks for a second and then grabs it
I pull him out of bed
We go to the couch
I turn on the tv and I'm only now noticing that he Doesn't have makeup on
"W-what" he says laughing nervously
"Your skin, it's really clear" I say
Bill smiles
As I'm finding a movie I ask
"What was the dream?"
"I keep having a reoccurring dream of my brother dying, he means a lot to me so it freaks me out" bill says
"That's shit" I say
Bill nods
I turn on a funny movie to cheer him up
God why am I doing this
I love my sleep
Whatever
I guess I'm in a good mood today
Bill laughs at all the funny scenes in the movie
I think I laughed at one but I'm honestly to tired
Once the movie finishes I ask
"You good for bed now?" I say
"Umm.. I don't want to sleep alone, when I would have these dreams at home I would either get the dog or sleep in Tom's bed, that's my brother" he says
"Soo what do we do?" I ask
"I'll be fine" he says
My guts telling me to offer my bed but my brain knows that's weird
Then my body takes control
"You can sleep with me" I say
"Oh no I couldn't, you hate being touched and you have already done all this" he says pointing to the movie
"Come on bill, if it makes you feel better I don't care" I say
Bill thinks for a second
I lay down in bed
"Up to you" I say
Bill turns the light off
Now I can't see
But I feel bill slide into my bed and under the covers
His head finds my chest and so does his hand
I feel his soft breath
I don't know why it isn't effecting me but whatever
Bills thumb goes back and forth rubbing onto my pyjama shirt and my chest
It's calming though
I move my arm around his shoulders and settle it down on his back
"Thank you y/n" he whispers
"It's fine, night bill" I say
"Night" bill says
(Time skip)
11:08
I wake up and bill is still snuggled up to me
I carefully move him
Then I get up
I get dressed and go to the cafeteria
On my way I bump into a girl knocking all her books on the ground
"Oh shit sorry" I say going down to pick them up
"It's fine" she says
I give her her stuff and she smiles
"I'm amber, you?" She asks
"Y/n" I say smiling
Then I move past her and go to the cafeteria
I grab a bread role
An ice coffee and finally a monster
Then I go back to the dorm
Bills still sleeping
I leave the monster on the side table and I turn on Fortnite
I sit on the couch playing and eating till I hear bill wake up
He stretches his arms and then he rolls over
I'm currently loading into a new game
"Bill I got you a monster" I say
He slowly sits up rubbing his eyes
Then he looks beside him
"Aww thanks" he says
Aww? He better never say that again
Bill gets off of my bed and goes to his desk
He grabs his laptop and then he sits on the couch
His back leaning on the arm rest
And then his legs kinda up to his chest with his feet on he couch
His laptop is being held up by his legs and he pulled the little table closer so he can put his monster on it
I keep playing Fortnite till I win
Then I get up and go to the bathroom
I shower
Do my teeth and hair and then walk back out
Bill is now on the phone
"The fuck? No" he says
"You can't do that to me, please don't" bill begs
He sees me and then he says
"I'm gonna call you back later okay" he says
I raise an eyebrow
"Thanks for last night" he says
"All good" I say
"Wanna go out?" He asks
"Bill.. look, I don't love the idea of having friends so if we can just pretend last night didn't happen I'd be really grateful" I say
Bill nods
I get up and leave the dorm room
I need a job
I walk around town for a little and then I see a music shop that needs assistance
I go in
"Hey do you hire minors" I say
"Over 15 mate" the man at the counter say
"17" I say sliding over my Id
He scans it and then scans me
"Checks out" he says
"I'll talk to my boss, here's the email" he says
I smile and walk out
What do I do now
Ima just go back to the dorm
When I come back I open the door slowly just incase bill was doing anything and needed to be all "wait" "stop" yadiyadiyadi
Just something I wish people did for me
I hear nothing so is walk in
The second I'm in the apartment I hear the shower
Then I hear bill..
"Auh.. uh mMmm" he moans
Well shit
I'm gonna go
I quickly leave
I walk around for like 10 minutes and then I go back into the apartment
Bills going through his draws
He's got a towel wrapped lowly around his waist
His hair is wet..
And his face is all clean..
His body still has drops of water and they are slowly going down
AH STOP
WHAT THE FUCK
WHY ARE THESE THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD
"Oh sorry I just forgot to get clothes" bill says
"All good" I say walking over to my bed
Now I'm behind bill
My eyes dart around the room
Bill lowers himself down to the bottom draw
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