Alison Lawrence didn't know what having a tough life meant and had everything handed to her on a golden plate. Her life was immaculate with the perfect and caring boyfriend in it and a reign that mattered the world to her, both things she never want...
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One year later...
Dear Alison,
It's finally time for your return. But you may ask, how I am feeling with this fact.
I'm feeling fucking shattered.
It's been three months since the last letter.
Just when I thought everything would get better, it all went down the hill.
One month was enough for me to get over yourself, or at least that's what I was telling to myself.
The reason everything broke into million pieces? Your damn return.
Even when you are not around, you still manage to interfere in my life.
In everyone's life.
Caroline and I have been arguing a lot. We discuss for almost anything.
She hates that I only think about you.
She says it's been already one year so I need to be moved on.
I only wished it happened like that.
We stay in our "relationship" for the perks of it.
Hookups here and there. Being a powerful couple, but not as much as we were.
Everyone wanting to be us, respecting and admiring us.
But I can't stop thinking about what we had.
Maybe it was fake.
A fake love but still worth it. Despite all the tears, pain, and heartbreak, I would go through it all over again.
You were my first on everything and I yours I guess.
Running every day is my new hobby now so I can have a moment of peace.
My aunt told me if I didn't stop drinking like a fucking alcoholic she would take me away from football, so I had to find something else to do to stop thinking about us.
I still remember the first we met each other. I was the new kid in town and you were already popular in middle school.
"Are you new here?" Someone asked beside me with a sweet voice, making me turn around instantly.
As soon as I turned around, I spotted you with your big beautiful blue-green eyes and long straight caramel hair in a braid.
"Yes, I am." You genuinely smiled at me and I couldn't help but smile back.
"I'm Alison Lawrence, welcome to the school!" And with that, you left, not letting me say bye to the girl that was so kind to me.
But at the end, you had left a note on my locker.
Inviting me for lunch and asking me if I wanted to play with you at the playground.
Do you remember this, Ali?
Do you remember how innocent we were?
How did we end up in this?
We are broken and I don't think anyone can fix us but ourselves.
I can't lie and say I'm sad about your return.
Deep inside, deep down, on the bottom my heart, I want you back.
My girl back.
Do you remember when I used to call you that? My girl. It sounds so different coming from my mouth now, it doesn't have the same intensity as it used to be.
You loved to swim when we went to my beach house in the Hamptons. I remember ordering your favorite drink at Starbucks, Caramel Machiatto. Our first kiss in the rain. Our first time. It was passionate. We loved each other. At least, I loved you. We had delightful moments together.
How did we end up like this?
So many questions and too short answers.
We decided to become what we are now. Choices determine our future.
Life is completely made of choices.
And one thing I know for sure is that I can't keep living in the dream world, Ali.
We broke up.
I need to accept the facts.
You will not come back for me even if I asked you to. You are possibly with someone else right now.
A Matt from Chicago.
Who knows?
Excited and at the same time terrified for your return.
Wish you all the best, Alison.
You don't seem to deserve it coming from me since you cheated on me but I don't have the will to hate you.
My ex-best friend was better than I.
You decided to choose him.
I know I'm not really wanted by anyone but that's alright.
I somehow manage to live with that.
Yours truly, Scott.
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{A/N: Hello lovelies! Did you enjoy the chapter? In this letter, we got to see a little bit of Scott's personality. How he feels lonely. Leave your thoughts on what is about to happen!
Next chapter and Alison will be coming back. Things will start to get interesting.
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