Chapter Forty: Who You belong to

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In depths of my soul,i know that I can't betray him no matter how long we've separated.
He taught me how to touch,he was the first one to touch me and he will be the last to do so as well.

Kiel trailed kisses down my bare back,he kissed my shoulders and gently moved my hair out of the way,i felt his cold hand move from my shoulder all the way to my thighs,

yes I didn't want to betray Ivan,but i was going to force myself to forget him,i was going to force my body to forget him,

He sat me up to get rid of my dress entirely because it was only down to my collarbone,while my back was completely bare
He slipped the dress down my shoulders to reveal my bra,he embraced or I thought he did,Ivan usually likes to hug my bare body,but Kiel didn't he was just trying to undo my bra,

"W-Wait" I stopped him,
"What?" He asked confused,
"I don't think i can continue Kiel sorry" I turned away from him,
"Come on i don't bite" he joked reaching for my bra clip again,
"Kiel I'm being serious i changed my mind" I repeated,Once i tell Ivan that i changed my mind he leaves me and doesn't force me,but Kiel...

"Irene you brought me too far" he pinned me down and held my hands against the bed so that I don't argue,
"Kiel stop it!" I yelled,
"You wouldn't be bothered if it was Ivan huh?" he smirked and continued,
"You're harassing me! Stop it i don't want to do it," i used my legs to try and kick him away,

"Why aren't you happy with what i give you?!
I'm trying my best here!" He yelled in anger,
"Please..sometime else I don't feel like it right now....n-not now" i tried my best to convince him,

"You better not have any more excuses tonight.." he got up and smashed the vase that was on the desk on the wall sending the shattered pieces flying everything,
He stormed outside slamming the door shut after him,i took a deep breath of relief fixing my clothes,

"Are you okay Ma'am?!" Sophia ran inside to check on me,just in time for me to properly cover myself.
"I'm fine" I sighed, "what do need?"
"Master prepared a special Dinner today,he said that everyone should be present,he has an important announcement," She worriedly announced,

"Do you have any idea what it is? I could spare my time," i asked uninterestedly,
"No Ma'am" she shook her head.

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"You became so fat" I frowned petting Snow which was the house's favorite member by now,
"I missed you" i picked her up and snuggled her,she wasn't a kitten anymore she's slowly getting fatter and bigger,
"But who cares? You're just a cat,nothing worries you," I rocked her gently,

"Irene dear," Maria finally arrived home,she was absent all week,she had to travel back to her hometown because her sister was sick.
"Oh welcome back Maria," i put Snow down and welcomed her with a hug,

"How are you doing now? Are you still in pain?" She asked stroking my hair,
"The bleeding stopped,and Doctor said that I'm almost stable again." I explained
"but How's your sister?" I asked,

"She's better now,but That doesn't matter right now because someone came to visit you," she announced with a smile,who could be coming to meet me?
"Eric please let her come in!" Maria ordered and Eric walked in with a lady following him,
Just as the lady walked closer I finally recognized her,she was holding a baby in her arms,so I smiled widely when i saw her again,

"Hello Ma'am" she smiled,
"This is Anna,the woman you asked me to help the other day at the hospital," Maria announced,
"Welcome Anna," I walked to her and gently hugged her being careful not to hurt the newborn baby,

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