Hades, I'm Yours

Baby Shower_42:Pandeia

I've been feeling very mellow and I couldn't understand why.
Well I know why I am suppose to feel angry but it feels like my emotions is not even there. Like I know what to feel and all, but it's just not happening.
I asked my mom why I feel this way and she said thay it is knowm as pregnancy hormones. This explains why I couldn't just forgive Hades. I wanted to run into his arms, but I just didn't feel like doing it.
I feel a little bit better today and I wanted to find Hades, to talk to him, but for the first time, I can't find him and even the staff is avoiding me.
"Sebastian!" I called.
Lucky for me,when I call Sebastian he has to come to me. He appears in an instant. "You called my lady?" He did not even meet my eyes he just kept scribbling on in his little black book. "Yes, where is my husband, known as Hades, Lord of the Underworld. Seen him around hhhmm?"
"Ah no, haven't seen him at all." He still isn't looking at me and he talked to fast for my liking. I walk closer to him so he is forced to look at me. "Are you trying to evade me, Sebastian?" He gulps, trying to avoid my gaze. "N...no my lady."
I walk around him. He's totally nervous, he's hiding something. "So where, I ask, is my husband?" I ask again.
"Aaahhh, I've seen him walking to his office." He didn't sound so sure of himself. "Are you suurree?" He takes a step back, 'fixing' his collar.
"Yes M'lady." O squint at him.
Well it was worth a shot.
"You do realize you are lying to a pregnant woman." I smirked as he pales, "I'll walk with you. If he is not there you may punish me." I didn't refuse his offer, the joy I got from jos nervousness perked me up.

I got to his office. "I don't care just be there!" I hear him yell. I slowly open the door and peak inside to see him looking very frustrated. The waves was comming off of him like a storm.
"Hades?" His head snaps to see me and he immediately ends his call and smiles when he sees me.
We haven't seen each other in five days, I missed him. "Pandeia Darling, are you alright?" He rushes over to me, his hands cupping my face as he looks me over and then he placed his hands on my stomach.
"I'm fine!"
My voice doesn't come out the way I wanted it to. It soundes like I was still angry at him. His smile dropped a little and he steps away.
"I see, what can I do for you?" He asked, he sounded so sad and frustrated.
Instead of telling him how I feel I ignored him and walked out. I wanted to burst into tears, but I couldn't. This is not pregancy hormones, it's like a emotional elimination.
I fall on my bed  and look out the window.
I wanted to tell him to embrace me, to hold me tight. I want to tell him I'm sorry.
So why did it have to be like this?
I miss him!

I decided to spend the rest of my day sitting in the garden, all the creatures came to me to let me pet them and it made me somewhat happy.
Yami was paying with the ghost butterflies while constantly keeping an eye on me. "You are just so cute Yami." He purred and ran off again. "Pan!" Azreal yelled frantic and out of breath.
"Come quick in the throne room. It's Hades!" The panic in his eyes alerted me and I make my way there. My was heart breaking as I think of something happening to Hades.

"Hades!" I burst into the throne room to search for him but was stopped with what I saw before me.
"Suprise!"
Everyone says and I was immediately in tears and feel Hades wrap his arms around me for support.
"Oh Hades." I sniffed as he wipes my tears away.
"I... I..." He couldn't say anything so I did what I could and I claimed his lips. He did not object at all as he deepens our kiss.
"You did this for me?" He gets a little red and it made me smile. "Thank you Hades." I rest my forehead against his and savor this moment.

"Hey now, let's get this baby shower going!" It as Ares who yelled that and everyone agreed.
Hades, instead of inviting just a vew gods, invited almost everyone. I never dreamed that he would do this for me. I took my time looking around the room. There was a loveseat couch for me to sit in.