First Love (Min Yoongi ff) | 21+ | Yandere | ✔️

Seven

(A/N: I'll tell you when to press play on the music clip above ^)

"I brought the piano up" Yoongi broke the awkward silence

"You did?" She smiled trying to ignore her depressing thoughts about Yoongi

"Come on" he hopped down from the attic area. He prayed to god she hadn't opened that box that had her panties in it and random items. But realistically, she had probably seen it and now she probably thought he was a real sicko. He shamed himself internally. He just couldn't help himself. He couldn't have her yet, so this was the closet thing he could get to being with her.

Aruem swung her legs out of the hatch and yoongi held out his arms "can I?" He offered to help her down, she agreed, she didn't feel like making a fuss anymore, she was too tired for that. Yoongi grabbed her hips as she lowered herself down.

Yoongi held her hips bring her down in front of him gently. He looked into her eyes, as she did his. Perfect. He thought. Her eyes are so perfect. Yoongi flushed red and so quickly headed over to the piano to avoid embarrassment, but Areum had already seen him blush and couldn't help but smile.

He was still adorable. Even knowing what she knew now, she couldn't help but still see a glimmer of the kid she once knew in his eyes. The shy sweet kid she loved like a little brother. But he was all grown up now. Grown into a monster. She felt partly responsible. Like it was her fault he became this way.

"You want to play something?" He asked pulling the stool up to the piano and sitting down patting the seat next to him for her to join him.

She smiled and thought what else does she have to loose at this point. She'll be free soon anyway. One way or another she is getting out. So she might as well make the most of her days with Yoongi. Before he will be taken to prison.

One more for old times sake she thought as she sat down next to him "what do you want to play?"

"Actually, I wrote something" Yoongi scratched the back of his neck nervously

"Really? Go ahead yoongles" she cheered him on which relaxed him

He brought out the music notes for 'first love' but at this moment he didn't have a title for the song. He cleared his throat, and looked at the lyrics sheet next to the music paper. He was incredibly nervous.

He began to play the chords and gently sink into the melody. As he spoke the lyrics. She watched him play the keys, intensely trying not to fuck up any of the notes and listened to every word he had to say. It was beautiful. Really beautiful. A complete work of art. It was dramatic, and meaningful, and the emotion in his voice came through beautifully. Areum felt a tug on her heart strings.

She knew what the song was about.

She instantly knew the song was about her.

After he finished playing and breathed a sigh of relief and a tear drop wiggled its way out of one of her eyes "that was beautiful Yoongi. Really beautiful"

"You liked it?" He seemed surprised, he didn't think it was any good, just sort of his personal ramblings mixed with a melody.

She nodded her head "does it have a name?"

He shook his head no "no not yet, I'm still thinking about that"

"Well whatever you choose, it's an amazing song. Truly. All of this craziness aside. It's beautiful. You should sell it to an artist. You will get a lot money for it" she encouraged him

"How much money do you think I could get for it?"

"Maybe a million"

He scoffed in disbelief

"Seriously Yoongi, this could be a hit song"

"Well if I did get a million I would spend it on you, I don't need it. What do you want? A mansion? A boat?" He smiled showing his gummy smile and her heart melted, she wanted to hate him so badly right now. But he was such a sweetheart "nah" he shrugged "this song is priceless. I would never sell it. It's just for me, and well now for you. You will be the only person I ever share it with" he smiled and flushed pink again as he folded the papers away.

Areum's heart felt so warm at that moment.

"You want to play something now?" He asked

"How about 'Where is My Mind', you always loved that one" she smiled warmly

And yoongi nodded his head ready to hear her play.

(A/N: click play in the YouTube video at the top of this chapter)

Yoongi laid his head gently on her shoulder as her fingers danced along the keys. He felt completely at peace. Like in this moment, everything was right in the world. She was with him and that's all that mattered.

Areum couldn't help but feel emotional, she too felt at peace. In a very fucked up way. She felt calm, and comfortable. In this moment and this moment alone, her heart was beating for Yoongi.

She finished the song and yoongi bought his head off of her shoulder and looked into her eyes "how do you do it?" He asked with doe eyes.

"Do what?"

"Play so beautifully, I've listened to this song a million times, over and over again and it never sounds as good as when you play it"

What the fuck? Has he always been this sweet? Did she miss this somewhere? How did she miss this? His kindness, his sweetness, his affection. It suddenly all washed over her like a crashing wave. All the little compliments and discrete looks. All the times he brought her soup when she was sick and checked up on her.  The way he cared for her. Yes he was obsessed and he really needed help. But how could she had been so blind. He was in love. Madly in love. Crazily in love.

This is crazy she thought as she stared back into his eyes. When did he grow up? When did he fall so deeply for her that he hit his head on the way down? How did he-

Areum's thoughts were cut short by yoongi's lips crashing against hers.

He pulled her in close and expressed everything he has ever wanted to say in one movement. All the emotion. All the love, no matter how fucked up. There for her to feel.

She wanted to push away, she did, but she couldn't bring herself to do it.

Yoongi cupped his hand under her head and pulled her in and claiming her lips as his. She let him.

She fell into his touch. She knew it was wrong. She knew it in the pit of her stomach. But Yoongi was over empowering, his raw unapologetic emotion pouring into her. Causing her heart to pound harder.

Yoongi pulled away from his make out and stared at her blankly as she did to him.

"I-I'm sorry" he quickly stood up panicking "I shouldn't have" he scolded himself and raked his hands through his hair.

That was not how their first kiss was supposed to be. He was supposed to take her on romantic dinners first. He had it all planned out. His plans were falling apart. He was ruining it all out of greediness. "I'm sorry" was all he could say before bolting out of the room in embarrassment.