Love To Hate Me

Love To Hate Me 13

Soojin's pov

I was walking down the hallways when i saw Shuhua and Jungkook talking to each other. I have always envied Jungkook ever since highschool. Him and shuhua were so close back then that you could mistook them as a couple.

I had a crush on Shuhua when we were in highschool. I was such a nerd and i was pretty shy back then. I was that girl who doesn't have any friends and i was always lonely.

She was so popular that i didn't have the guts to approach her. I sighed as i remember how much i used to like her back then.

--Flashback--

As usual I'm here alone sitting in the corner while my classmates were talking with each other.

I sighed. I took my notebook and just decided to doodle to kill time.

--A few minutes later--

"Everybody go back to you're seats!"

I flinched a bit when i heard our teacher shout. My classmates quickly went to their seats.

"We have a transferee today so everybody listen up! Ms. Yeh come in and introduce yourself" He said and the said girl went in

I stared at the girl in awe when i saw her enter. She was so beautiful that i couldn't help myself but stare at her.

"Hi my name is Yeh Shuhua , it's nice to meet you all" Shuhua said and smiled

"It's nice to meet you too Ms. Yeh , let's find you a seat so we can start" Our professor said and looked around to see if there's any available seats

"Professor! There's a vacant seat here she can sit here" Jungkook said and pointed at the seat beside him

"You do know that someone owns that seat already Mr. Jeon , she's just absent for the day since she caught a fever" He said and looked around again

"Oh there's a vacant seat next to Ms. Seo , how about you sit there" He said and Shuhua nodded

I panicked internally since i know that he's talking about me. I quickly closed my notebook to cover my doodles and tried to calm myself as she sat beside me.

"Hi! It's nice to meet you I'm Shuhua and you are?" She asked

I panicked internally again as i saw her up close. She is so pretty- no she's gorgeous!

"Uhh are you okay?" She asked and i snapped out of my thoughts and answered her

"A-ah y-yes I'm f-fine" I cursed myself on my mind for stuttering too much

"Hmm so what's you're name?" She asked and smiled at me

Owshiii i swear if you smile at me one more time-

"Mynameis S-sejin!" I quickly said panicking

I was so nervous that i didn't even know what i said. I am such a nervous wreck when someone talks to me especially when it's a pretty girl.

"Sejin?" She asked confirming

I was about to correct her when someone quietly called her. It was Jungkook waving at her and she waved back.

I sighed. How do i survive if she's beside me everytime?! But little did i know this is the last time she's gonna be my seatmate...

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"Class i have an announcement to make!" Our professor said and continued

"Ms. Kim dropped out of school so don't be surprised if you don't see her here anymore"

Kim? Isn't that Jungkook's seatmate?

"Professor! Since Kim isn't here anymore. Is it okay if Yeh Shuhua sits here beside me?" Jungkook asked

Why is this guy so persistent?!

"It's okay but if only Ms. Yeh agrees to it"  He said

Please don't agree....

"Is it okay with you Sejin?" She whispered to me

I didn't bother correcting her that time since i was shy to initiate a conversation to her. I sighed as i can't really forbid her if she wants to agree.

"Yeah it's okay" I whispered back and she nodded

"I'm okay with it professor" Shuhua said and the professor nodded

"Okay then you can move there now if you want to" He said

She stood up and waved at me while smiling. I waved back and faked a smile. She went towards Jungkook and sat beside him. I felt hurt when i saw how happy both of them were...

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When i heard about Jungkook having feelings towards Shuhua i decided to avoid her to make myself to stop thinking about her and maybe remove this little crush that I'm feeling.

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I'm with Soyeon and Minnie right now inside my room. They're my childhood friends but we went to different schools. They know about Shuhua being my crush but they don't really know her face. I always tell them about her.

"You're hopeless aren't you?" Soyeon said

"I sure am"

--Flashback ends--

I don't know why I'm feeling hurt seeing Shuhua and Jungkook together. I thought that was just a little crush...or was it??

To be honest I'm not even a playgirl. I only made out 2 times with the same person who is not from our school. The person who accepted my secret and that person is Son Juyeon

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It's Eunseo btw Soojin's friend lol. Is it Son Jooyeon or Son Juyeon? I'm sorry I'm not really into WJSN that much.

I'm sorry if there's any mistake or typo

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