Burning in Revenge

How can I Forget

Aishwarya's POV 

I regret bashing Vikram. Nikki did everything? Even Vishal knows! 

I never had good relation with Nikki, she was always hostile. I felt intimidated but tried to be friendly remembering Vikram (Sagar) words that Nikki seems to be hostile to outsiders but she is actually very nice. 

How much ever I tried, she never warmed up to me but I met her only few times so I thought she needs more time. I never imagined she is planning to destroy me for years. 

How could Vishal do? He was always caring brother to me. Of course everyone is good actor. I'm a dumb lamb.

Vikram went to Mumbai. Next few two days workshop was good. I didn't see Shalini after that evening. Mahesh was always with me throughout day. I spoke to his girlfriend, Kajal. I like her. She is Kindergarten teacher. I was surprised to learn that She graduated from IIT with Engineering degree in ECE.

Vikram came to pick us from airport. He was friendly towards Mahesh to my surprise. He even insisted and dropped Mahesh in his room.

"How is your health?" He asked after dropping Mahesh

"Good"

"I joined as ACP. I was expecting after a month or so" he said 

"Congratulations" I said 

"Aishu... aren't you happy that I'm cop" he asked 

I know what he mean. I would have been happy before but it didn't matter to me now.

Flashback  (Aishu thinks Vikram's name is Sagar in past)

Aishwarya's POV 

I never thought I would fall in love with someone especially to a person I met only few times. I'm surprised that I professed my love to him on our third meet itself.

I saw care and concern in his eyes on our first meet itself. Karan used to tell so much about Sagar. I liked him.

I saw how much he loves me when he came after knowing I'm not feeling well. He came in spite of his project presentation. I fell in love with him when he took away my pain and made me strong emotionally. 

He knew I would cry when I said give me ten minutes after knowing he is about to leave. He consoled me. I hugged him, he kissed me on my head, I could feel his love in his touch. When he said, I would never leave you, I can't live without you...

I couldn't hold myself, I confessed my love.

His presentation was huge success and got approval. 

He used to call me everyday morning and night. We didn't talk for hours, just hear each other's voice to know how we are doing.

We both finished our exams. I'm sure to get gold medal in final year too. Then one more year of internship, I would be a doctor...

Sagar said, he is selected for some special training program in army. He was so excited.

"I didn't think you would be interested in army. I wanted to marry police officer but I'm very happy to marry army man. I'm very proud of you" I said proudly 

He looked sad

"Why are you sad? I can't express my happiness in words" I said excitedly 

"You wanted to marry a cop?" He asked 

"That was before I met you. I love you for who you are" I said 

He kissed my forehead 

"I would be very busy for the next one year with training. You know how strict military training would be? I can't come as I wish, I have to join next week" he said sadly 

"We can be together after that, I will join my PG wherever your posting is" i said

"We can marry immediately after my training. I will talk to my parents, they would come to your home and get approval" he said 

"I want to marry in my my final year of PG" I said 

"Why? You can continue your studies" he asked 

"I...." 

"What's wrong?" He asked worriedly 

"I don't want to become pregnant before that" I said shyly

He hugged me 

"You are already thinking about kids" he teased 

"We can have kids when you are ready" he said 

"I don't want to take any pills or anything.... It's like killing our babies, our love" I said 

He kissed my forehead and stayed like that for a while 

"I will not touch you Intimately till you are ready but I want you to be mine officially after my training. You would graduate by then" he said emotionally 

I nodded

End of Flashback 

 He promised me to get married with our family's approval and not to touch me intimately till My final year PG but he married me secretly and impregnated me same night.

Everything was fake for him but for me it was real.

I can't blame him, he didn't force me. I got carried away, I was the one to ask everything. He planned everything. I was so stupid to fall in his trap.

"Aishu, what happened? Why are you crying? Are you not feeling well?" He asked 

"I'm fine, please don't talk anything about past" I said 

"Can't we forget past, I mean bitter memories and be happy now" he said 

"How do you expect me to forget knowing how you planned for years and played with my heart to get revenge from my family? I want to forget everything but I can't, my fate is like that. Please don't talk about past" I asked 

How can I forget? I love my baby so much, she is my life now but I can't help but feel she is created out of revenge not love.

"Ok, I will not talk till you are ready" he said sadly