You lost your baby

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Nothing feels the same
anymore. Everything feels dull. You have never felt like this before. One moment you feel sad for losing him and the very next moment you feel angry that why that happened to you.

It's been 4days since you've lost him. Your sunshine. Your baby. Your and Harry's baby boy. You wanted to name him Mason. But Harry liked the name Arlo. You used to fight over it every night. Then both of you decided when you'll have him you'll decide if he looks like Arlo or Mason.

Harry always wanted babies. It's been two years now that you've been married. Harry wanted to try for babies. You didn't have any objections. So you both stopped using protection. Little after that 3months ago you found out about your pregnancy. Harry was the most happiest person on the earth. He was there for all the doctor appointments. He was there holding your hair whenever you threw up. He would massage your back every now and then.

4 days ago

It was 2:00am. Harry and you were sleeping in your bed together. Your head was resting on his chest. Your hand around his waist. He was fast asleep. You could tell because his breathing pattern changes while sleeping. You couldn't sleep. You were feeling really uncomfortable. You were switching sides. Trying to feel comfortable. Your lower abdomen was hurting a little but you didn't pay much attention to that.

Harry groaned and asked, "Are you okay, baby? Do you need something?"

You replied "No I just can't find any comfort."

Harry started rubbing his eyes then turned to his left to turn on the lights.

"Do you want to sit up and lean to the headboard? I'll get you hot chocolate" he asked with his raspy voice.

He sat up in the bed and put one hand around your shoulder to help you sit up but suddenly you feel a sharp pain in your stomach.

"Harryy!! Aahhh!! It's hurting" your eyes were getting watery as you held your stomach.

"What baby?! What hurts? What's wrong? Tell mee" he panicked.

You cried out of pain. Harry was really worried to see you like this. He didn't know what to do. What was happening. How to help you.

As your crying got louder he said, "let's get to the hospital. Everything is going to be okay. You hear me?" He was holding your teary cheeks in his hands.

You could see he was scared to but didn't want to show you.

Harry pulled the sheets from your body to help you get out of bed and in that moment,

You froze.

Both of you. Froze.

Blood.

The once white sheets was now red. Covered in your bloods. Your grey sweatpant was red. Everything was red.

You understood what was happening. You cried harder when you realised what was happening. You held Harry's hand and rest your head on his chest gripping his shirt tighter and cried. In pain. Because you knew you were losing the baby. Because your body was on so much pain. Harry stayed still. He didn't move a mussel. He was shocked. You looked up at him when you feel his arm wrapping around you tighter than before.

You saw tears slipping from his eyes. That was the most heartbreaking thing to watch.

Your tears were falling rapidly as he whispered, "Sshhh!! It's okay! We'll be okay. Maybe he was never meant for us".

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Hey everyone! It's been a while since I've written. So it's not as good as the other one shots I know. But I hope you like it!

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