Sophomore Year (10th Grade) - 15 years old
I think curly brown hair will certainly be the death of me...
I hear a chair being scraped across the tile floor, so I look up to find Laura's green eyes.
"I saw you," she says with a smirk.
"Saw me?" I ask, dumbfounded.
"Don't act dumb, I literally saw you just now drooling over Lucas."
My eyes widen and my cheeks burn. "Are you spying on me or what?"
"I wasn't the one spying on Lucas. I just happened to look at you and I could almost see those pink hearts form in your eyes."
I shove her shoulder. "Shut up," I laugh.
"Hey, if you like him so much, you should really have a go with him."
"You think so?"
"Yeah, totally, better to fail trying than not trying at all."
I look at Lucas one more time and take a deep breath. "Okay, I'll tell him."
I get up from my seat, not waiting for Laura to reply, and walk towards Lucas. I tap on his shoulder and his brown eyes meet mine.
Come on legs, don't let me down this time
"Hey, can I talk to you after lunch?" I tell him, sounding as smoothly as I can.
"Sure," he smiles.
I give him a smile, nod and walk back to my seat.
"What did he say?" Laura asks.
"Nothing yet, I'll tell him after lunch."
She sighs. "You're so boring, I wanted to know what he said already."
Lunchtime
This could be my one and only chance, I can't miss it
Lucas is sitting right in the middle of the school's backyard on a bench, loosen tie, hair a bit messed up, head tilted backwards and eyes closed. I can't help but smile at that view, he looks so handsome. I take a deep breath to approach him.
"Hey," I say, getting his attention.
"Hey," he smiles at me. "Sit down."
I do as he says and scream inside when he puts an arm around me.
"What did you want to see me?" He asks.
I try to look him in the eyes without losing a grip of myself. "I wanted to tell you something important."
"Yeah, go ahead."
"There's no easy way to say this, so I'll be straightforward. I really like you, Lucas. I wanted to ask if you'd like to hang out after school."
His smile spreads. "Do you know I like you too?"
I giggle. "What? No way, I thought you'd say you only see me as a friend."
"Not at all," he laughs. "And I like you even more seeing how straightforward you are. I'd love to hand out with you after school."
I smile wider. "Perfect, see you at the mall, we'll figure out what we're gonna eat."
"Excellent."
2 months later
"And you're a couple?!" Laura asks enthusiastically.
"Yes!" I smile.
"For how long?"
"One month," I say, proudly.
She gasps. "Why did you keep it a secret?"
"I don't know, I guess I was just shy," I laugh.
"But how did he ask you?"
"We were on a date and he offered me this promise ring," I smile, showing off the ring I just mentioned.
"I thought your mom gave it to you," she laughs, holding my hand.
"Well, I gotta go, Lucas is waiting for me."
One month later
My phone again.
I sigh, picking up my phone to check who's texting at this hour.
Lucas. Again.
This time I've had it. I call him to talk.
"Why aren't you answering my texts?" Lucas asks through the phone.
"I told you I'm studying!" I say, pissed.
"At this hour?"
"I have an exam tomorrow, and I wanna be 100% sure, is that a crime?"
"Do you still love me?"
"Oh my god, Lucas! Why are you still asking me that?"
"It doesn't look like you love me, you don't even text me as much as I text you."
"You never let me breathe! You're always around, you always wanna come with me wherever I go, you text me 24/7 and always say you love me, I'm sick of it!"
"So you don't love me?"
I close my eyes to calm myself down. "No, I clearly don't. And we're over. Bye."
That night, Laura held me close while I cried over an emotionally unstable guy and someone who I thought didn't even remember me. She always told me everyone is worthy of love, we all deserve love...
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Lovebirds Since Youth
FanfictionI lower my voice. "And you never contacted me again. You say you've been through tough times, then what about me? You think my life was pink and pretty?" "What are you gonna say? That I'm the bad guy?" I look at him dead in the eyes. "Exactly." I wa...