Chapter 48 | Hailee's Pov

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Y/n pov

It's been officially a week.. still nothing.. and as the days go by i developed a routine.. take my meds.. go to the flower shop and visit the woman i love.

"What did you do?..."Someone suddenly says making me look around looking for a kid.. since the voice sounded like a little girl.

"What did you do to us..." It added sniffing..

"W-Whos that? Where are you????" I huffed genuinely scared..

I figured it'd probably just be in my mind and so i reached out to my medicine cabinet but quickly stepped back seeing my reflection as a toddler..

It was me... As a child.. she was crying sobbing her eyes out "a-are.. you ok?" I hesitantly asked as she nodded putting on a smile..

"It didn't get better?" She asked as i felt tears suddenly building up in my eyes

"No..."

"B-But...we promised ourselves we'll do everything to escape...we did it..right??w-why are we still miserable???" She asked swallowing thickly harshly wiping her tears by her shirt

"Stable.. isn't for us" i gave her a smile

"what happened to you? This is not us... Why are you so defeated?? We fight.. w-we do our best to survive.. WHY DO W FEEL LIKE IT'S THE END OF US???" She sobbed screaming at me but i stayed quiet.

" Because you two are not worthy of any love and we all know.. you know that" the man in my head interferes

" Is.. he right?" She asked staring straight right at me

" Yes.." i mumbled

She stared screaming so loudly that i just covered my ears like a kid..

Hailee pov

"Thanks" i smiled to y/n's helper as she gave me a cup of coffee

"No, Thank you for coming.. she's been scaring the people around here for the. Past days.. 3 of our other maids already resigned" she sighs fixing something at the kitchen

"Scaring? S-shes.. hurting them?" I swallowed thickly genuinely scared.

"No...at night she's crying and screaming.. fighting someone and when we check on her she's just zoned out."

"Was she like this when Scarlett was here? "

"actually, when miss scarlett was here she was getting so much better like everything is just normal.. she's the only one who knows how to calm and snap y/n out when she's being attacked by whatever this disease is" she sighs

" Now that she's unwell... Base on my own observation.. y/n is getting worse.. even worse than before.." she added in the same expression before we both flinch looking at each other hearing some sort of glasses shattered.

We quickly both ran upstairs checking on y/n but the door was locked.." Y/N??? Y/N!??!??? OPEN THE DOOR!! " i commanded banging it loudly as miss pearl ran away.

" ARE YOU OK??!?? oh god...oh my god.. OPEN THE DOOR!!! Fuck!! " I Huffed still trying the doorknob

Miss pearl then gave me a key and i literally dropped it in my hands shaking aggressively..

we bust the door open seeing y/n's medicine cabinet's mirror shattered while she's on the floor..blood all over her wrist and thighs as she's holding a piece of glass..her bloody hands squeezing it harshly

She's staring out of nowhere again and so miss pearl took care of her and cleaned her wounds..

On the other hand... I just feel really guilty and decided to visit Scarlett. I asked some people at the hospital and they eventually agreed that i can see her.

As soon as i got inside the room.. the floor had some dead flower bouquets and new ones. I sat beside her bed staring at how deep asleep she is

"Y-You gave me your word...why are you there?" I shaked my head looking down.

I... Was the one who told her y/n's location in sweden...even if y/n specifically told me not to...i knew they love each other and i thought by letting them meet together i.. finally made everyone happy.. but obviously I didn't...

One of them is laying on a hospital bed fighting for her life while my best friend.. is getting worse and..i know it's all my fault.

"You told me you'll do anything to redeem yourself and help y/n.. I agreed because i know YOU CAN." I clenched my jaw trying my hardest to get my thoughts together still telling myself it's not my fault how universe works.

"She's loosing it...i-im scared that she's gonna go too deep that she wouldn't be able ro rise from it.. Scarlett..she needs you... you're the only one who can save her" i sincerely says looking directly at her face waiting for any reaction.. but still nothing.

"i-im... Gonna take her back to newyork." I cleared my throat.

I don't know what to do with Scarlett's situation but i do know y/n has a lot of trauma in this country...it would help her a lot to start fresh.. away from here.

"Don't worry...im gonna look after her..me and koko.. she's gonna be ok"

I feel like a Villain but I'm only doing what's best and I'd rather see y/n getting treated than stumbling on a room with her bathing in her own blood..

Something caught my eyes..."d-did..she proposed to you?" I huffed seeing a red diamond ring on her finger.

Now i feel like i shouldn't do my plan.. should i let y/n stay here? Wait for her? But... What there's no one to wait for?.. isn't that gonna make things even worse?

"What am i gonna do?" I whispered to myself..

My phone suddenly notified and it was a text from my agency.. apparently i was shot by paparazzi at the airport.

Everyone ship with y/n.. and they even made up a whole rumor that we're dating.. there's this article now that we're together and i went here because her and Scarlett are going around behind my back.

"Why can't people mind their own fucking business" i shaked my head with a sigh.

I stood up.. said my goodbye to Scarlett to handle this other thing.. but before i even stepped out of the door..

"When you wake up... Please look for her" I nodded forcing a smile

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