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𝐙𝐚𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚 𝐉𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬 || 8:44am 📍hospital *+ -------------------- I woke up at 8:44 in the morning which isn't normal for me at all. I am completely stressed about all this drama and my boyfriend being hospitalized, and then everybody is worried about me i've just been so under the weather lately. It's been 2 days sense dd has fallen and he hasn't woken up, and i haven't been sleeping well. I grab him and hold his hand and i pray that he can just get better. A notification goes on my phone.
@zaharawrld
Hello! You and your friends have been invited to the alvin ailey dance intensive at the nyc studio then one week we will fly you to la to watch a show and experience more dance! Let us know if your interested 😁.
I immediately call brielle and liyah.
"GUYS OMG" i say They both look in the phone and notice i'm happy. "WASSUP MG YOU BACK" liyah laughs "i might be somewhat ok now bc WE GOING TO A ALVIN AIELY INTENSIVE AND LA HOES" i set up my phone and do a little dance "OH MY GODDD, SAY WORDA YA MOTHERRR" brielle screams "WORD TO OUR MOTHER BRI BRI" "OKAY WELL WHEN" "next week, i really hope dd is up by then" "he will you got this girl, stay strong fa him" brielle says to me "ofc ofc" i reply "NOW WE GON HAVE TO SHOP FOR LA" "i got y'all" i laugh "alr we gon come see ya ok?" brielle looks in the phone with ddot in the background he waves "okayy, bye mh" zahara waves and hangs up
I was finally in a good mood i went to hold dd hand once again and i just stared, i couldn't even believe the news and all this was happening while i was so worried. A blessing and a curse. I began to let out tears, mixed emotions. I just missed my boyfriend, i missed the talking, i missed the way he hyped me up, i miss him. I layed my head on the cot and stared at him again. More tears came out but again even more mixed then the first few some made me smile, some i wanted to throw things, i just didn't know.
