"You don't obey what I say anymore."
Of course, I would not!
This might seem rude or rebellious,
but over the years I have learnt my lesson the hard way.
I have always obeyed what you said,
and that has only done me more damage.
I know that you will never have bad intentions,
but I need you to understand that you too can be wrong sometimes.
"There's nothing wrong in asking for help."
I know that, I just need to make myself learn to ask for help.
Cause everytime I ever came to you,
you made me feel weak, like I was a burden,
like I was a little brat causing you trouble.
And now, you expect me to ask for help without overthinking it?
"Why are you wearing your earphones? Don't you want to include us?"
I always wanted you to be included,
but you never appreciated or respected my differences.
You made me feel like I was at fault for being different,
for having views and opinions that didn't align with that of yours.
"You never share anything with me."
Yeah I don't.
Because every time I shared something,
you said I was wrong without even trying to understand my point of view.
You guilt trip me for doing something right for myself, always.
ŞİMDİ OKUDUĞUN
Trapped in my own head
ŞiirShe is an outcast. She finds it easier to express what she feels in the form of writing. Whether it is poems, letters or long texts. These are poems that she writes trying to describe how it feels to live with certain mental health issues, in a worl...
