jade west x female reader

chaper twenty

ooo you guys are gonna hate this one, but this is what you get. It's also kinda short sorry.

your pov

it's been a couple of days sense me and jade broke up. Its monday the first day i'm gonna see jade again. I walk in and see jade right away she's at her locker not facing me, but I can tell somethings off she looks messy or tired or something. she turns around and I look away going to my locker. I open it and garb the stuff I need.

"hey.." a faint voice says behind me

"I don't want to talk right now, not right now I just need a few more days.." I whisper still with my back turned away from her

"please, I just wanna talk to you.." I hear a hint of desperation in her voice

she takes her hand and places it on my shoulder, and gently turns me around. "I really need to talk to you." she says as the desperation in her voice grows

I start to get annoyed "not right now and especially not at school, please just give me some space."

she sits there for a second thinking, she grabs my hand and drags me into the janitors closet, all while I protest.

"hey let me out! I don't want to talk right now what about that don't you get" my voice is slightly raised

"I have to talk to you now, we have to work this out" she grabs my wrists and pleads

"no, i'm serious if you ever want this to work out, you can't just do whatever you want. I don't want to talk right now, and you have to understand that!" my voice is calm yet stern

"no you can't do this, communication is key you always say that so why wont you talk to me?!" she has a strange look in her eyes one i've never seen on her

"just let me go, i'll talk to you when i'm ready i'm not the one who messed up. you did." I look away as I say it

"I didn't mean what said!" she replies

her grip on my arm tightens has the desperation in her voice grows, I can feel her nail digging in to my wrist.

"let go! I'm done talking about this!" I'm definitely shouting now

"no! you can't do this, you can't make me wait to talk to you!" shes also shouting now

"let go now!" I shout again

she's not budging her grip on my wrist tightens, it hurts. she just keeps pleading for me to talk to her. "please just let me out you're hurting me!" I wince

she shouting still, I can't really understand what she's saying anymore. I do notice a switch in her eyes, less sadness. she's looks angry, it looks more like rage now.

now i'm the one pleading "let go!" I yell, she won't it's like she can't even hear what i'm saying. I'm starting to panic, and tears are welling up in my eyes. I try one last thing to get her to stop.

"you're scaring me jade.." I say it so quiet

but she hears it, she stop in her tracks and immediately lets go of my wrists. she starts profusely apologizing, and saying she didn't mean it. I just stare at her, the tears are falling now. I silently walk out there is nobody in the halls the bell rang, I walk to the bathroom and sit in a stall.

I've never been actually scared of jade, but today she really freaked me out. I get out of the bathroom and walk to class. I have this class with her and i sit right next to her. I walk into the class room and jade is no where to be found. I sit down obviously looking distressed I feel eyes one me so I look up and the teachers staring at me.

"what was so important you had to miss half of my class? and where is jade?" she asks angrily

"nothing..and I don't know" I croak out

"if you're late again you'll have detention.." she has a worried look on her face

"whatever" I mutter under my breath

after the first classes of the day It's lunch I don't really want to face my friends, I haven't really been answering them. I take my time to get to the table like I always do. I don't really have an appetite but I get some food anyways. I get to the table and sit down.

"hey, why have you been ghosting?" andre asks

"a lot has been going on, that's all.." I answer

"hey, have you seen jade, I saw her come in this morning and I haven't seen her all day" tori asks concerned

"nope" I don't want them asking anymore questions

beck is staring at me, I lock eyes with him but he doesn't look away. he smirks and looks away. I want to work this out with jade, I do but today really scared me. Lunch is finally over, I'm the first one to get up throw my food away. I didn't eat any of it, I just played with it. I walk into the building, go to my locker.

"hey, what going on with you?" andre asks from behind

I jump and turn around "you scared me!" I awkwardly chuckle "nothing...just a lot of stuff going on with jade" I can already feel myself starting to tear up.

"walk with me, what happened?" he asks concerned

"she blew up and said some hurtful things...like she always does, and it's not even about me she's upset so she takes it out on people. I don't know what to do.." I reply

"well if it still a problem...maybe you should call it quits..?" he puts his hand on my shoulder

"but I don't want to, but i don't know how many times I can just let her walk all over me..and she really scared me earlier.."

"what do you mean? what did she do?" I hear a protectiveness in his voice

I look away "I don't really wanna talk about, she just scared me.."

"did she threaten you?" he asks getting more and more concerned

"no, it's fine..i'll figure it out, thank you andre for noticing and caring" I hug him and walk off

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I finally get home, now I can just and not have to think about any of it anymore. I sit on the couch with a snack and watch tv for a while. I get knock on the door, I call out and ask who it is and there's no answer. I go over and open it, it's jade.

"no, i'm not doing this right now." I close the door as I say it

she sticks her foot in the door to keep it open "just listen, im not her to pressure you in to talking. that was wrong of me i'm sorry, and I'm sorry for not listening and hurting you in was accident I swear...I just wanted to give you these" her voice is meek and it sound genuine.

I open the door, and she's holding flowers. "I- I don't know what to say..." I whisper

"don't say anything then, just talk to me when you're ready, bye y/n" she hands the flowers to me and walks off

I start to cry, jade isn't a bad person. I don't know what i'm gonna do, when she get angry it brings out the worst in her and she can't just take that out on me. on the other hand she's sweet, and thoughtful, and kind. I have to think about this, I go up to my room, set the flowers one the dresser, and just lie in my bed.

sorry friends for the long wait, also ik you guys are gonna hate this but I gotta keep you on the edge of your seats. so not everything can rap up in a neat little bow. But I do hope you had fun reading this 💋