His Desired Soulmate

Chapter 12

Hello readers.... Here's your new chapter.... Enjoy it guys

Roohi pov~

i am here sitting in the couch waiting for him i can't understand him like first i was little scared because of his grumpy behaviour and sometimes he pamper me but when he help me in my studies he behave like a strict teacher one side he teaches me how to be confident enough to face this cruel world and sometimes he treats me like i am a rose whom he want to protect and keep healthy for the life time... i don't understand what i am feeling for him i am confused i got married to him without my consent while his parents claims that he loves me he never confessed to me about it but his action shows the thing like a crystal clear thing but i don't feel such things or if i would feel also how would i come to know about that no one loved me before him and same as i... but i am pretty sure this love shit is never true all the things human do with some of their intention hidden in it and i didn't know his till now but the only thing i can give him is his pleasure but he told he is never going to force me on the wedding night

oh god i am mixed with so much feelings one side i fear from him and the other when he treats me like i am a child to him i am really confused but i can't get what i am feeling about him like he is my husband that it nothing more no love no hatred no feelings for him i am just blanked out

his parents are also loving they gave all their love to me before they give to him. papa loves me the most more than his son and dad also never leaves a chance to shower all his love but i am really scared i never got this much love and attention my whole life as my parents prioritize bhaiya over me and i am really scared to loose them as i am really getting attached to his parents

Atharv pov~

i came out the washroom after taking a relaxing shower and saw her sitting in the couch but she was not on her phone nor she was doing anything but some sort of discomfort in her eyes she didn't even noticed me i am here setting my hairs but she is in her own world

jaan (Atharv called)

i called her but she didn't respond it seems she is really deep in her thoughts

Betu Atharv called and stood towards her

jii she responded

when did  you came out (Roohi asked)

when you were busy in your own thoughts (Atharv answered)

sorry i didn't noticed you (Roohi said)

i know... you were busy with something (Atharv said)

waise bhi hum hai hi kon inke liye humme chod kar inhe puri duniya dikhti hai bas hum aur humara pyar hai jo inke liye tadap rahe hai aur ye pata nahi kiske liye soch rahi hai (Atharv said in his inner voice)

(afterall who am i to her she can see the whole world except me only me amd my love for her youning for her and she is thinking for someone else)

sorry (Roohi said)

Atharv saw her in little discomfort so he sat on the couch beside her and asked Jaan what happened ? nothing Roohi replied 

overthinking ? (Atharv asked)

Roohi nodded in responce

Are mera baccha why what happened (Atharv asked)

but roohi didn't respond

mera bacchaa you didn't need to get tensed about anything your husband is here with you to handle all the things you just need to enjoy your life to the fullest in the way you want to (Atharv said)

jii Roohi responded after listening to him

good now no need to overthink about anything bacchee if there's anything that bothering you than you can just share with me or if you are not comfortable with me than you can share with the other family members (Atharv said reassuring her)