"...im still in love with you, but you dont love me anymore..."

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we walk back in with drinks and snacks,
and i felt empty.
not like i was hungry...
just empty.
"what's with the glum face?"
Ondreaz said grabbing a drink from Tony and he turned to me.
"huh?" i fell out of my daze.
"your face, it's sad. why?"
Ondreaz asked and i shrugged then chuckled. "i didn't even realize my face was sad," i sat down on the couch.
"well what were you thinking about?"
Tony plopped down next to me.

what am i supposed to say?

oh i'm just sad because i'm still in love with you, but you don't love me anymore so i just have to pretend like i'm not!
yeah, can't say that.

"uhh..." i chuckled.
"nothing important,"
i shook my head.
"well it must be important if it made you all sad and shit," Tony said.
i just ignored him and turned to Ondreaz.
"so what are watching?"
i could heat Tony huff, but i did nothing of it. "uh... ooh! let's what the ring!"
he smirked at me.
he's knows that i'm a little sissy when it comes to scary movies,
but i act tough so i watch them anyways.
"i fucking hate you,"
i rolled my eyes at him.
"what too scared-"
"oh just put on the fuckin movie!"
i said just wanting to get this over with.
they both just laughed at me
and Ondreaz put on the movie.
i was just waiting to be scared so the whole time i was preparing myself.

(ok i've never actually watched the ring cause i'm a pu$$y, so idk what actually happens 😂)

so far, there's no jump scares or parts that made me squeal.
parts that creeped me out, yes.
but nothing to bad yet, so i just relaxed myself. i had a plastic cup full of cold water and ice.
right when i went for a sip,
you guessed it,
a jump scare.
i jumped and the water spilled inside my shirt and my bra.
"SHIT! sorry, sorry!"
i got up and went to the kitchen.
i poured the water out and squeezed my shirt. "hey you ok?"
Tony asked.
"well, there's ice cubes down my shirt and my nips are freezing so..."
we both chuckled.
"you handle that, and then come upstairs i'll give you a hoodie to change into,"
i nodded and Tony headed upstairs and waited for me.
i dumped the ice out of my shirt and brea and uncomfortably walked up
the stairs. "alright Amaya use protection, and don't scream to loud,"
Ondreaz pointed at me.
i rolled my eyes.
"yes, father."
i chuckled and went up the stairs.
Tony was sitting on the bed with a hoodie laying next to him.
"ok so just take your shirt and bra off, and then change into this and i can
throw them in the dryer,"
Tony said handing me his hoodie.
"why thank you kinda sir,"
i smiled.
i took off my crop top and i could feel my boobs jiggle.
i looked at Tony and he was staring right at my chest. i rolled my eyes.
"so you gonna look up or just stare at my chachas all night?"
i chuckled. he blushed and looked up at me. "alright you might wanna look
away from this part?"
i said about to take off my bra.
"why? so i can't see something i've already seen many, many times?"
he laughed.
"suit yourself,"
i said slipped off my bra.
now my boobs were out and free and Tony was as horny as could be.
nah i'm just kidding, but he was staring me down that's for sure.
i threw the hoodie on and he looked away and i rolled my eyes.
"what did your boner go away?"
i made fun of him and he rolled his eyes.
he walked over to grab my stuff
and then stopped.
"ok second thought, i think you could get those yourself..."
i laughed and grabbed my clothing and we headed downstairs.
we came down and Ondreaz looked at us.
"well that was fast? just a quickie?"
he and Amaya laughed.
"stfu Ondreaz,"
Tony rolled his eyes.
"hey it's fine, just laugh with him it makes less annoying," i smiled.

*Tony's POV*
i walked up stairs and into my room to wait for Amaya to come up.
she's so clumsy, but it's cute.
i sat on my bed and thought about the kids we had. i was trying to fight them before,
but i'm starting to realize
my feelings for Amaya...
i'm not gonna say anything though,
i broke up wit her 2 years ago,
i cant just say out of the blue,
"hey i know i broke up with you two years ago, and even though i've had girlfriends, i still have feelings for you"
my thoughts were cut short when Amaya walked in, she looked uncomfortable.
made sense, she just had ice cubes inside her bra while she was wearing it.
"ok so just take your shirt and bra off, and then change into this and i can
throw them in the dryer,"
i told her and handed her one of my hoodies. "why thank you kinda sir,"
she smiled then with no warning just slipped off her shirt.
her boobs had jiggled and now i couldn't keep my eyes off of them.
those did used to be my best friends a few years ago.
that was...
before things started to go downhill with Amaya and i.
we would just argue over stupid stuff,
and i swear if i could take it back i would.
i wish i would've just agreed with her,
and did what she wanted.
and i would've if i had know it would've ended the way it did...

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