Atsumu and Osamu ||Rise up||

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Again this is not a shipping story and I don't support that ship since they're twins.
Category: Songfic/angst (character death)

This is the second part to
Atsumu and Osamu ||Brother don't cut||
Ships: SakuAtsu, OsaSuna, Daisuga
Trigger warning mentioning of suicide
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You're broken down and tired
Of living life on a merry go round
And you can't find the fighter
But I see it in you so we gonna walk it out
And move mountains
We gonna walk it out
And move mountains

And I'll rise up
I'll rise like the day
I'll rise up
I'll rise unafraid
I'll rise up
And I'll do it a thousand times again
And I'll rise up
High like the waves
I'll rise up
In spite of the ache
I'll rise up
And I'll do it a thousands times again
For you
For you
For you
For you

When the silence isn't quiet
And it feels like it's getting hard to breathe
And I know you feel like dying
But I promise we'll take the world to its feet
And move mountains
We'll take it to its feet
And move mountains

And I'll rise up
I'll rise like the day
I'll rise up
I'll rise unafraid
I'll rise up
And I'll do it a thousand times again
For you
For you
For you
For you

All we need, all we need is hope
And for that we have each other
And for that we have each other
We will rise
We will rise
We'll rise, oh oh
We'll rise

I'll rise up
Rise like the day
I'll rise up
In spite of the ache
I will rise a thousands times again
And we'll rise up
Rise like the waves
We'll rise up
In spite of the ache
We'll rise up
And we'll do it a thousands times again
For you oh oh oh oh oh
For you oh oh oh oh oh
For you oh oh oh oh oh
For you
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Today was the day were his brother killed himself. That was five years ago. He still hasn't gotten over it. Of course he hasn't his own twin killed himself in their house.
Their parents? They still said it was his fault. That he didn't give him enough attention. Osamu never wanted attention from him, he would still get some, they shared a room sometimes even a bed since Osamu had nightmares.
He gave him all attention he could.
He would have given up volleyball if that meant that Osamu felt loved. Osamu loved Volleyball he never wanted to leave the club.
Atsumu still has their jerseys.
The volleyball club fell apart. Everyone was shocked. Everyone cried even Kita.
The hardest it got to Atsumu and Suna.
Suna wanted to ask Osamu out he wanted to spend his life with him.
He committed suicide too. He was also hated after his parents found out that he was gay.
He killed himself a week after graduation.
Atsumu knew that both of them were happier. But what about them?
They weren't as happy as them.
And you wanna know what people said after Osamu killed himself?
Right, he didn't deserve it, he was nice, we liked him, it wasn't our fault.
One even said he was being selfish.
It was selfish of him to kill himself.
That was the one who started all of the bullying. Who spread the rumors.
Who hurt him mentally and physically.

Atsumu tried his best to be happy, he really was he had adopted a child with the love of his life.
Osamu had told him that he would find him.
His name? Sakusa Kiyoomi
A man that he fell in love with as soon as he saw him.
Dark locks.
His eyes? Beautiful dark. He thought they fitted his feelings.
His face? It was hid under a facemask.
His personality? We don't talk about that.
He still fell in love with him.
Why? He heard Osamus voice saying. That's him 'tsumu that's the one you need.
Sakusa warmed up to him pretty quick.
He didn't pity he. He treated Atsumu like a normal human.
In the end he just didn't know about Osamu.
Not like Atsumu cared.
How Sakusa found out? He spend the night in Atsumus house.
He didn't know why the one bathroom was constantly locked but he didn't ask.
In the middle of the night he woke up to a scream.
It was someone yelling 'Samu!'
He was confused a few moments later there were soft sobs and some cursing.
He went over to Atsumus room and was shocked at how he found him.
His hair messed up
His face messed up
Tears flowing from his eyes
He looked scared, fragile
Suddenly Sakusa felt like protecting him.
He had the urge to hug and kiss him and he did.
Atsumu told him about his feelings and the story of how his twin killed himself.
Sakusa was shocked.
He felt sorry but knew that Atsumu didn't want anyone's pity.
So he helped him through his life.
God he even married him
He even adopted a child with him
The person he hated the first time they met.
They were happy
Even tho Atsumu wasn't good at showing it and neither was Sakusa.
Their child? It was a sunshine. Always doing his his best to make them happy.
To make them proud.
It reminded them of Hinata
His name? Shō
They loved him with all they had.
He was a good student and of course he turned out gay.
His first boyfriend?
The child that Daichi  and Suga adopted.

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