𝙱𝚊𝚋𝚢 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎

Feeling big

When ellie woke up she was around 4 witch was kinda concerning considering she was like a 1 year old when she went to sleep

"Hey baby, what you thinking about" I asked she was dosed off on the couch

"I gotta go potty" she said walking over to me

"That's why you have a diaper on ellie"

She looked like she was going to cry

"Your alright baby, just use your diaper, then it's bath time miss" I said picking her up

I let her have 5 minutes to do her business

"Come here baby" I scooped her up she fought me through

"What's wrong"

"I wanna walk"

"I don't think that's a good idea, sorry sweetie, you see now sence you feel big your legs are fine and they work but when when you go little there gonna be sore sweetie you see"

She just nodded

I undressed her I saw she still hadn't used her diaper

"Do you still have to go potty" she nodded shyly

I let her go on the toilet while I turned on the water

"Come on sweetie" I looked at her when she still hadn't gone

"I haven't been very strict with you so I expect you to be a good girl"

"I trying" ellie said as tears started to run down her cheeks I had pushed her past her breaking point. I felt horrible

I pulled her into my lap

"I'm sorry mamas, shhh your okay" I said patting her bare bottom

After she had calmed down I got her in the tub when I got a phone call from my wife Demi I made sure she had some toys before taking the call

L: hey babe

I said walking into the nursery to get her pjs

D: hey I'm on my way
She sounded tired

L: long day love?

D: yeah I'm just looking forward to seeing the baby

L: she's darling, there is a few minor set backs

D: what is she not taking it good

I could tell by her voice the thought was stressing her out

L: no it's not that she's been an Angel it just I'm kinda worried for her. Everything she puts in her mouth she cokes on

E: MOMMY

L: I'm coming princess I'm just getting your jammies

I walked back into the bathroom setting the clothes down on the sink and I watched ellie okay as I leaned on the door frame

D: do you think it's something to stress over did you make an appointment

L: don't worry baby I got it

D: have you told her yet

L: no I'm waiting till we get off the phone but she's starting to catch on

D: I hope she likes me I really don't think I'll be able to take it if she doesn't

L: hey baby no Shh, she is going to love you I promise

D: all right babe you tell her I'll be home in 10

L: alright baby

She hung up I could tell she had a ruff day she sounded stressed

"Who dat mommy" ellie asked she was slipping into a deeper headspace

"That sweetie was you mama"

" 'Ine" she pointed to herself

"Yep she's really sweet and pretty your going to love her" I said starting to wash her body

"But wat is she don't luv me like you"

"Hey Shh, baby she already loves you so much" 

I quickly washed her and got on her pjs

When I heard the door open