My Heartless Husband (COMPLETED)

CHAPTER 11

His Explanation

Tumigil ang kotse ni Zeus sa harap ng isang kilalang restaurant. Lumabas sya sa kotse nya at hinintay akong bumaba huminga ako ng malalim bago bumaba.

Sabay kaming pumasok sa loob ng restaurant pagka pasok namin ay iginiya kami ng waiter sa isang pribadong silid, sa tingin ko ay pinaghandaan ni Zeus ito.

Pagka upo namin sa magkaharap na lamesa ay kinuha nya agad ang menu saka sinabi sa waiter ang order nya.

Bumaling sya sa akin

“what’s your order Zian?”

“tubig na lang gusto kong matapos na agad ito.” I said seriously, I saw an unnamed emotions in his eyes but it quickly disappeared.

He sighed and cleared his throat when the waiter done serving our order and leave.

“I actually don't know where to start.” seryoso nya iyung sinabi

“then start from the very beginning.” I said sarcastically.

He sighed heavily before he looked straight to my eyes.

“I didn't meant to hurt you Zian. Hindi ko ginustong saktan ka at pahirapan.” I can see his eyes begging for me to believe him.

I wanted to laughed hard because of what I heard from him but no, I won't to do it. I want to hear all of his explanation.

“But I have no f*cking choice but to hurt you. Because if I don't you will be hurt, you will surely be endangered.” his voice became dangerous when he said that.

Sa sinaad nyang iyun ay nalito at naguluhan ako.

“ what the hell are you talking about? I don't understand.” I asked confused

He sighed before he closed his eyes and then open it.

“ Sarah is f*cking obsessed with me Zian. She's crazy that she did everything to get me. She wants me but I refused to comeback with her and she's mad because of it.” he stopped “she threatened me that she will hurt you. I got scared I know her she can do everything because she's a governors daughter. Sinabi nyang pag hindi ako makipag balikan sa kanya siguradong mapapahamak ka, I agreed to be with her pagka tapos non kinontrol nya ako. Hindi ko ginustong saktan ka Zian it's all because of Sarah.” his voice broke

“I didn't want to hurt you, Zianna but I have no fucking choice that time because I am weak. You're my weakness. I am still new in the business that time, I don't have any power to protect you from her.” he said weakly.

Tumitig ako sa mga mata nya, nag susumamo iyun, his eyes is bloodshot and I can see unshed tears.

I tried hard to stopped my tears from falling but I failed sunod sunod ang pag buhos ng mga luha ko.

“ I-I don't k-know i-if I c-could believe you Zeus.” saad ko, umiling ako dahil sa naghahalong nararamdaman.

Bigo syang nag baba ng tingin.

“Hindi ko alam gulong gulo ako, I'm sorry!” nagmamadali akong tumayo at sinukbit sa aking balikat ang bag.

I was shocked alright. I don't know how to react on what I heard from him. I don't if it's true or some of his lies. I'm f*cking confuse right now! damn it.

Lalabas na sana ako ngunit pinigilan nya ang aking kamay.

Nagbaba ako ng tingin sa kanya nakita ko kung paano sunod sunod na nalaglag ang mga luha sa mga mata.

“please Zianna please believe me. I did it all for you.” nagsusumamo ang mga mata nya habang sinasabi nya iyun.

For the first time in my life I saw Zeus Villafuerte beg and cry in front of me. I saw how how his tears flow from his eyes and how frustrated he is.

Umiling iling ako habang nakatitig sa kanya.

Binaklas ko ang pagkaka hawak nya sa aking kamay at aalis na sana ako ngunit nagulat ako sa kanyang ginawa.

Lumuhod sya.

Lumuhod sya sa harap ko habang naka yakap ang kanyang mga braso sa aking bewang.

Zeus Villafuerte, the billionaire, successful and ruthless in the business world just kneel in front of me, begging.

Tiningala nya ako puno ng luha ang kanyang mata.

“I don't know what to do anymore Zian. Hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko bumalik ka lang” his voice broke while his begging for me.

“We’re not annulled.” dagdag nya

Gulat na gulat ako at hindi maka paniwalang tumingin sa kanya

“w-what?h-how? I signed t-the a-annulment papers” naguguluhan tanong ko sa kanya

“ pinunit at sinunog ko iyun.” malamig nya iyung sinaad

Hindi ko sya maintindihan kung bakit nya iyun ginawa.

“w-why?!”

“Because I don't want you to leave our marriage Zian” mariin sinaad yun

Napa iling iling ako hindi to totoo.

“ I can't understand you Zeus.” mariin kong saad bago binaklas ang kanyang mga braso mula sa pagkaka yakap saakin saka nag simula ng maglakad palabas sa pinto.

Bago ko pa maipihit pa bukas ang pinto ay nag salita syang muli.

“can’t you get it? I love you Zian! damn it. I let Sarah used me because of you, I let her used me because I wanted you to be safe. Oh wait mayroon pa akong sasabihin I am the one who wanted us to get married. I am the one who requested to let us f*cking married to make sure that you will be mine forever just mine.” buong frustration nya iyong isinaad.

I stopped. I was shocked because of what I heard from him. This sudden relevation makesme dizzy.

Naiiyak akong bumaling sa kanya. Nanatili pa rin syang naka luhod roon habang nagsusumamong naka titig sa akin.

“w-what did y-you say?” nanginginig kong tanong

“can’t you hear it?! I am f*cking inlove with you since college Zian!” his confession and all, I can't take it. I can't process everything.

Hindi ako maka paniwalang napa iling iling

“I’m sorry Zeus I need to go this sudden relevation is giving me a head ache, nalilito ako” naiiyak kong saad bago tuluyang lumabas sa restaurant.

Nagmamadali akong sumakay sa aking kotse. I left him there kneeling and begging me.

I started the engine and drive. Habang nagmamaneho ako ay patuloy pa rin sa pag sagi sa isip ko ang mga narinig at nalaman ko.

Kahit anong pigil ko sa pag iyak ay hindi ko magawa, patuloy pa rin sa pag agos ang mga luha ko.

Nanlalabo ang aking mga matang tumingin sa side mirror ng sasakyan I saw his car chasing me.

Hindi pa ako handa syang kausapin. Kahit nangingilid ang mga luha ko ay mas binilisan ko pa ang pagpapa takbo sa aking sasakyan.

Nung paliko na ako sa highway ay mayroon akong naka salubong na truck.

Malalaki ang mga matang prineno ko ang aking sasakyan ngunit huli na ang lahat.

Malakas na bumunggo ang aking sasakyan sa truck. Ipinikit ko ang aking mga mata ng malakas ang impact na tumama ang aking ulo sa harapan at sa salamin ng sasakyan.

Ramdam ko ang sakit nun, nanghihina kong iminulat ang aking mata ko.

“Zeus.” I whispered before darkness swallowed my visions