Foster Bey.

𝐋𝐞𝐭 𝐌𝐞 𝐏𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐘𝗼𝐮. 𝐍𝐎

𝐍𝐢𝐜𝐤𝐢'𝐬 𝐏.𝐎.𝐕.

Nicki's alarm rang through the 4 walls of her bedroom making her groan and roll her eyes. She picked up her phone and it read 5:30 a.m.

"Wtf it's too damn early for me to be up right now." -Nicki

Before Nicki clicked her phone off she spotted a text from Beyonce. She read it with a smile and a blush.while flashbacks from the night before quickly flooded her mind.

"Woah." -Nicki

"Damn." -Nicki

That made Nicki's little ting down their flutter. Nicki missed Bey. Nicki was the type of girl who would want to be laid up with her lover all day long and not wanna let go. She also hated when Bey was at home she was scared that something bad would be happening to her even if it wasnt but she would never let Bey know thathat. Nicki decided since she had this extra time she was going to journal because she haven't in a while and she didnt wanna stray away from that because its beneficial for her mental health.

𝙳𝚎𝚊𝚛 𝚓𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚗𝚊𝚕,

𝚈𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚍𝚊𝚢 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚊 𝚋𝚒𝚐 𝚍𝚊𝚢 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚖𝚎 𝚖𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙱𝚎𝚢𝚘𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚑𝚊𝚍 𝚜𝚎𝚡 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚏𝚒𝚛𝚜𝚝 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚠𝚎𝚕𝚕 𝚑𝚘𝚗𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚕𝚢 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚜𝚑𝚎 𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚞𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝚖𝚎 𝚖𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚗 𝚊𝚗𝚢𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝙸'𝚖 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚙𝚕𝚊𝚒𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚋𝚎𝚌𝚊𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝙸 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚍 𝚒𝚝. 𝙸 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕 𝚜𝚘 𝚜𝚊𝚏𝚎 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝙸'𝚖 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚛𝚝𝚒𝚙𝚜 𝚘𝚗 𝚖𝚢 𝚋𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚜𝚔𝚒𝚗 𝚒𝚜 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝙸 𝚠𝚒𝚜𝚑 𝙸 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚊𝚕𝚠𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕. 𝙱𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚒𝚗 𝚜𝚞𝚌𝚑 𝚊 𝚟𝚞𝚕𝚗𝚎𝚛𝚊𝚋𝚕𝚎 𝚜𝚙𝚊𝚌𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚜𝚊𝚏𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚖𝚎 𝚒𝚜 𝚜𝚞𝚌𝚑 𝚊𝚗 𝚊𝚖𝚊𝚣𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐. 𝙱𝚎𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚟𝚞𝚕𝚗𝚎𝚛𝚊𝚋𝚕𝚎 𝚒𝚜 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝'𝚜 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚜𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚢 𝚎𝚜𝚙𝚎𝚌𝚒𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚋𝚎𝚌𝚊𝚞𝚜𝚎 𝚙𝚎𝚘𝚙𝚕𝚎 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚝𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚊𝚍𝚟𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚊𝚐𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝙱𝚎𝚢 𝚒𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚎𝚡𝚊𝚌𝚝 𝚘𝚙𝚙𝚘𝚜𝚒𝚝𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒𝚜 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝙸 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚖𝚘𝚜𝚝 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚑𝚎𝚛. 𝙸'𝚖 𝚊𝚕𝚜𝚘 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚜𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚜𝚊𝚏𝚎𝚝𝚢 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎𝚜 𝚊𝚕𝚜𝚘 𝙸 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚕𝚢 𝚑𝚘𝚙𝚎 𝚜𝚑𝚎'𝚜 𝚊𝚜 𝚘𝚔𝚊𝚢 𝚊𝚜 𝚜𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚜𝚑𝚎 𝚒𝚜 𝙸 𝚠𝚘𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚜𝚑𝚎'𝚕𝚕 𝚏𝚞𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚗𝚊 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚜𝚎𝚡 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚖𝚎. 𝚝𝚘𝚍𝚊𝚢 𝙸'𝚕𝚕 𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚒𝚝 𝚖𝚢 𝚖𝚒𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚝𝚘 𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚍 𝚘𝚞𝚝. 𝙸 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚌𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚘𝚗𝚒𝚔𝚊 𝚑𝚊𝚜 𝚋𝚎𝚎𝚗 𝚍𝚒𝚜𝚌𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚑𝚎'𝚜 𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢 𝚏𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚔𝚢 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝙸 𝚖𝚒𝚜𝚜 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚜𝚘 𝚖𝚞𝚌𝚑 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚘 𝙸 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚜𝚎𝚎𝚗 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚢𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚍𝚊𝚢 𝚜𝚙𝚛𝚞𝚗𝚐 𝙸 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝙸 𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚞𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝙸'𝚖 𝚒𝚗 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚒𝚝𝚜 𝚜𝚘 𝚌𝚛𝚊𝚣𝚢 𝙸 𝚍𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔 𝚒𝚝'𝚜 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝙸 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚊𝚍𝚖𝚒𝚝 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚕𝚘𝚞𝚍.