𝐌𝐈𝐃𝐑𝐈𝐂𝐇

13 . ꨄ︎

Nᴇxᴛ ᴅᴀʏ | 7:30 ᴀᴍ | Hᴏᴍᴇ

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Jᴀɪᴅᴀʜ Jᴀᴄᴋsᴏɴ

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" Wake up baby , its time to get ready for school. " My momma rubbed my back .

" I don't wanna go please. " I whined . " Uhn un , why not ? " She asked pulling me up .

" I broke up with him mama . " I managed to say on the verge of tears. " Why , what happened baby ? " She hugged me.

" He was kissing king ex girlfriend at the lock-in .. " tears fell. My momma wiped them, " Its gon be okay. He don't know how much he messed up."

" I loved him so much .. He was my first kiss & love. " I cried on her shoulder.

" Baby.. Im telling you , get up & go to school. Don't let him stop you from doing anything. You might be upset right now but making yourself get up now will make you look back in the future like Im glad I pushed past that. I understand the pain so much honey. You'll heal I promise it takes time." She kissed my forehead and left my room.

I got up , saying those words in my head over & over . I put on spanky's hoodie & black sweatpants.

I took off my bonnet & my hair was still good thankfully. I when to the bathroom & brushed my teeth & washed my face.

I headed to the kitchen to eat cereal quickly. I picked up my bookbag & headed out the door .

The bus almost pulled off but I deadass stood infront of it not caring. The busdriver yelled at me but it all went blank as soon as I hit the seat.

I put in my airpods and put on myself by layton greene.

𝖨𝗆 𝗂𝗇 𝗆𝗒 𝖿𝖾𝖾𝗅𝗂𝗇𝗀𝗌 𝗌𝗈 𝖻𝖺𝖽 𝗋𝗇 .

I closed my eyes until I felt somebody sit by me. I look over it was king , I forgot he rode my bus.

He pulled out my airpods, " Jai you okay ?" , " Man yes , just leave me alone please man. " I responded quick & put them back in.

I looked out the window sighing as my eyes got watery but I blinked hella fast so I wouldn't cry.

I closed my eyes again this time I wasn't disturbed.

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I woke up to king shaking me, I look out  the window and we at school finally. I walked straight to class.

I mumbled the rodwave song under my mask. I hit the classroom & sat in my assigned seat which is by kaiden & jamaria.

I put my head down turning up the volume. Somebody tapped me so I looked over it's Jamaria.

I took out my airpods. " mama you okay ?? " she asked frownin. I shook my head.

" I cant wait to push up on jordan after school, I swear ima beat his ass . " She said laughin & I nodded.

" I call dat karma for messin with a opp nigga .. " I heard kaiden mumble. " Nigga you really can stfu it ain da time for jokes. " Jamaria yelled at him.