|15| my sunshine

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Only you know my
inner Moon

~Alexandra Vasiliu

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She's too sweet, caring, and too good for a cruel man like me

But that's the thing I'm cruel and selfish and couldn't stay away, so here I am dating her, I've never felt more alive till she kissed me, the awareness that the girl I have wanted for 2 years was kissing me...it was too much, my brain was going in overdrive

I knew it was wrong, shes perfect and too kind, I didn't want to ruin her and be the stormy cloud in her life but my eyes couldn't help but search for her in every room, my nose knew when she was nearby when I would smell the sweet notes of strawberry's and vanilla, my ears would know by the two light knocks on the door I became so used to was her, she would put a smile on my face with just being her sweet self

She wasn't aware of the pure happiness she was bringing me in my life, the number of times I would smile after she would leave my office, or when she would compliment me, was insane

And don't get me started with how overwhelmed with feelings I would get when her face would break out into the most beautiful beaming grin

All those little things would turn my miserable day into something better, id wake up every morning with the knowledge that I can look at her but not touch her because I don't want to break her and I'm worried I can

So I ignored her, even when my heart would beat twice as fast when she would smile at me, even when her proximity would light my body and heart on fire,

I stayed away and tried my best to act like I didn't care for her, but there's so much a man can do until his heart takes over his brain, so I was thinking with my heart and not my head when I told her I could take her around New York and be her tour guide, I knew it was a mistake but I did it anyway

And now I crave her sweet lips on mine every second, I want to hear her perfect soft voice more than usual, and I find I make any excuse to see her, like lunch yesterday, and thinking of any reason to bring her to my office

Sure I would make excuses for her to come to my office all the time but this time is different I'm able to feel her soft lips and it's more addictive than any drug could be, I don't want to hurt her precious heart in any way

She's my sunshine.

I felt like the cloud of hatred I had for the world never let me see the sun, it was covering the possibility of happiness,

But then Vanessa came into my office and took my breath away along with the dark cloud

She blew it away and then all I could see was the sun...her perfect beautiful sunshine self

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