|62| heart stops

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It's within your love
That I feel whole,
Alive,
And free

~Inessa (me🧍🏼‍♀️)

(I'm too lazy to go on Pinterest so I had to write my own😑)

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                                   | a month later |

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| a month later |

She's not waking up.

She's barely breathing.

Am I breathing?

Is this some terrible nightmare?

"Come on sunshine, wake up" I plead as I cup her cheeks

My tears fall on her soft skin, I move her hair out of her face and plead for her to open her eyes, to just wake up,

I call her doctor and explain how I came back from work and saw her taking her nap she always takes, and how I didn't think anything of it, I walked up to her kissed her forehead, and fixed the blanket that was over her,

I sat on the couch next to her with my computer as I did some work, after about half an hour I glanced at her and noticed she was paler than normal,

I put my hand gently on her cheek to feel her slightly cold skin, I checked her pulse and realized it was barely there,

She was dying.

An hour later we're at the hospital, they're getting her ready for the transplant,

With me as the donor.

"Okay, do you need to call anyone before we put you under the anesthetic?" A nurse asks after she finishes with the IV

I nod and ask for my phone, I decide not to call Henry because he doesn't need this kind of stress at the moment,

But I do call my parents,

(Call with Mom)

"Hi, sweetheart how are you?" Mom asks

"Hi mom...it's-it's time," I say quietly

She knows what I'm talking about immediately,

Her voice cracks as she speaks "are they taking you now?"

"She's dying mom...she was barely breathing when I got home from work, I can't lose her" I cry

"Oh sweetheart, your father and I will come to the hospital" mom shuffles around in the background

"I love you mom and tell dad I love him too and if anything happens to me in surgery make sure Vanessa gets my letter okay?" I whisper finding it hard to talk over my tears,

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