Russell

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2:30 pm

Hours ago, I was bleeding in a bed in an apartment I didn't know. And now, I was with a friend, in a bus ride to the north, to do. . .whatever.

A friend. A Last Friend. The best one I could ever ask for.

"Well. . .do you still want to die?" he had asked me.

My heart fluttered. I had never felt so alive. But with death looming in the horizon, my spirits dampened.

"I. . .don't know," I had replied.

It was already the middle of the afternoon. Sometime today, we wouldn't see each other. It was a miracle that we survived this far.

I braced for the bad luck that would bite us in the ass.

"Hey." I shook him.

He turned to me. "Yeah?"

"If. . .we y'know. . ."

He made a face.

". . .I want you to know that. . ." I felt a little burn in my cheek. "Thanks."

He beamed. "You're welcome."

I wondered what's keeping him alive. I wondered what's keeping him smiling like that. Was it all an act?

But then I just made a thin smile for myself.

I shouldn't care.

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