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'I can't sleep!!'
I thought with sheer determination while staring at the ceiling.
While my parents and brother already slept half of their sleep.
I was very sleepy because normally I used to sleep around 12.
But today was different.
As today was the release of the chapter of my favourite manga.
And the excitement was enough for me to not sleep for days.
But still, the eyes were resting without my permission.
And I was on the verge of sleeping.
It was 4 am then and the chapter was supposed to release at 5 am.
So, there was no chance, I would sleep now.
But of course, how could I forget my sleeping clock?
It was a ticking bomb.
I sighed and opened my phone.
'Let's divert my mind.'
I thought.
I opened newtube as it was the only thing I could use to forget about sleep.
And what I opened was a sad song playlist.
'Great.' I thought.
But of course, I was not really after songs this time though the songs were great.
What I opened newtube for, was its comment section.
People wrote about their stories, about their struggles and many wrote encouraging words.
And some people used to write one-shot stories.
It was such an interesting place, I can scroll down throughout the night.
But then again we can't forget the sadness in people's life.
I couldn't do anything other than write 'it will be okay.'

It was then only 10 min remained till 5 am.
When I came through a comment.
It was a heartbreaking comment.
It was written by a 12 to 13-year girl.
And all the things she wrote made my heart sorrow.
But still, I can't do anything for her other than sweet words.

But one thing she focused on in her comment was that she had no one to talk to.
And that one thing I couldn't take my head off.

For a minute I stormed my brain through it.
.
.
'Well, let's just do it.'
I thought.
And finally wrote my reply.

"@bear I know that you are struggling rn. But always remember that people who love you are always by your side. And if you think that no one loves you then you are forgetting someone who loves you, and that is you. Love yourself and stay by yourself and then see you will never be alone ever again.
And of course, whether you believe in god or not he will always be by your side and cheering for you. And all the other people in the comment, are also cheering for you. So, I know you can do it because I believe in you.
But even after that you still want to talk to someone you can message me on my Swapchat - @Charvi_12 and I will talk to you.
Until then take care. Bye"

And then I pressed send.
I don't know if she will reply to it or not but I still wanted to help her.
Though giving your Swapchat id is dangerous.
But I just couldn't stop myself from doing that.
But I was still worrying if that was the right decision.
Thinking and thinking, I didn't even know when my eyes closed and I went to sleep.
And it was already 5 am.

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