Chapter 4

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Amber sat in her room a video of Ai Singing Star✮T✮Rain, Amber hummed along to the music, as she abserved Ai, "Ai really was a liar huh? " she muttered looking at the video at the girl she once said she loved, "What would Ai do, if I died? Would she be sad or would she not care? " Amber asked herself.

A short giggle escapee Amber's Lips, as she watched Ai sing and dance on the stage with those bright stars in her eyes, "Now that I think about it, those stars look like such lies... Now whenever I look at myself I feel like such a liar" Amber said tears prinkling out of her eyes, "I fucking hate you Ai, I fucking hate you" she said cursing Ai's name and crying, "If it wasn't for her I wouldn't be in this position! " Amber cried

"Ai... I'm sorry for cursing your name" she said looking up at the star she had been admiring for the past few months, "But why did you have to leave me to figure this out on my own? Why couldn't you explain what love was before you died, just why Ai! WHY! " she said crying, as she just felt herself crumbling, that was when she heard something say, Fake it, she didn't know wHt but it had whispered those words into her ear, Fake it, Amber looked around, Fake it to you finally understand what it means, this time the voice spoke louder, "but how do I do that? " she asked, Ai faked it till she understood why can't you?, "Ai understood in her finally moments of life how can I do that before I die I don't wanna end up like her, " Amber Said, But she understood what it meant didn't she now?, the voice said, "she did... " Amber said as she sat on her bed, Fake it Amber Fake it, and then maybe you'll understand, The voice said before disappearing, "Fake it, till I under
stand, Be a liar, till I understand" she said as she looked at the star.

"A Liar, all I have to do is be like Ai, A Big Liar."Amber whispered as she looks down her star darkening, she looked back a t the video of Ai that played, " Liar like Ai" Amber said, she walked towards her mirror and put on her smile, but her eyes still stood blank, "A liar like Ai" she muttered again.

Her once black stars turned a lighter colour as she put on her smile, and a happy personality, a persona, Ai's persona, "I look so dead, like a zombie! " Amber said ''happily'

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Her once black stars turned a lighter colour as she put on her smile, and a happy personality, a persona, Ai's persona, "I look so dead, like a zombie! " Amber said '
'happily'. She walked towards her bedroom door and opened it as she took a shower, washed her hair and put on her cut outfit she let her hair casicate down her back as she smiled, "Kids dinners ready" Shouted Miyako, Amber looked at herself once again as she smiled, She exited her rooms nd walked downstairs. "Amber rather eyou ar-" Miyako dropped her cups t what she saw, "Ai? " hearing that Ruby and Aqua turned around there eyes widened, "Mama? " Ruby muttered out.

"Sorry that I'm late for dinner" Amber said with a smile

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"Sorry that I'm late for dinner" Amber said with a smile. The stars in her eyes as bright as Ai's and the smile she had on her face was just as beautiful as Ai's. "Amber? " Ruby said, "Yes Ruby? " Amber said 'happier' than ever, "Nothing come sit and eat" Ruby said with a bright smile, "Ok sure" Amber said as she sat down and forgot to eat.

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"Ruby hurry up we have to go! " An older Amber yelled out, "I'm here! I'm here! " Ruby said, "Bye mama" Ruby said to Ai's picture, "Bye Ai" Amber said as they left

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