13. Lost hope?

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Pov. Lloyd

I woke up from passing out, I was leaning against Y/n, she was awake looking at the door. She wasn't moving like she was thinking about something. I wanted to ask her what was wrong but I couldn't, everything hurt so much... like someone was ripping me alive. I was sweating and having trouble breathing. I thought about what had happened before. Her soft lips... it was so nice... and loving... despite this whole situation we're in right know... I was quietly sitting next to Y/n while having my head on her when I started coughing badly. Y/n turned to me with a startled look but that quickly changed into a worried one. She made me lean forward and undid part of my gi near my neck. Y/n then started gently rubbing my back. I was still coughing, but it was less harsh. After some time I coughed up blood with some weird black spots. It terrified me of what was happening with me but at least I have Y/n with me and she looks like she knows what to do so I'm not gonna argue... I don't even have energy to anyway. Y/n wiped my lips gently and moved me to sit further from the blood which I was glad because I don't wanna wake up next time to see my blood in front of me-

"Lloyd can you put your head up?"
She asked quietly. I looked at her with 'help' written all over my face. I could only open/close my lids and move my eyes, I couldn't even make any sounds because my throat hurt so much.She looked at me and realised that I can't

"Fuck my bad- of course you can't move... I guess she found your weak spot before getting that damn butterfly..." She said and gently pulled my head up. I was confused. What did that mean 'my weak spot'? I looked at her with confusion. She quickly caught up that I had no clue what she was talking about.

"Everyone has a weak spot on their body where the poison gets you instantly, how did she even knew about it? She must've known you for quite some time..."
Y/n said with a worried face

I tried to say something but only a small whimper came out. I didn't even knew that I can whimper-

"How about you rest some more? We don't have anything to do anyway..." Y/n said trying to hide the confusion. I couldn't argue with that- I was so weirded out by the whimper- I managed to smile and Y/n smiled back. I do love her. That kiss was a yes to my nerves I guess. I thought and fell asleep once again.

Pov. Y/n

After Lloyd fell asleep again I sat next to him holding him close. To think that I care so much about the boy that I personally know for over a week. I thought to myself and sighed quietly and looked up at the ceiling and closed my eyes. A memory of my mother when O was little came into the view.

*10 years ago*

Pov. Narrator

Little princess is playing with her toys in her room when her mothe walks in. Y/n sees her and runs to her hugging her knees.

"Mommy, Mommy! Look I made a drawing!" Little girl said with an excited giggle and showed her mother a drawing of her and a golden-green dragon next to her.

"That's wonderful sweetheart, but I gotta tell you a big secret that you will only use for those you love Okey?" M/n told her daughter which instantly picked little one's interests

"Woah! Tell me! I'll use it for good I promise!" Y/n said

"Alright, there's a butterfly I want you to avoid at all cost. It's called Mrithun Butterfly. I want you to remember that if someone gets their poison You need to help them lean forward a bit, lose their clothes near their neck (i forgot the name for that), gently pull their head up and rub their back..." M/n said carefully, Y/n looked at her and nodded

"Okey momma!" Little one said with a smile.

"Also remember that the antidote is on the Eclipse Island. You always have map to it in every clothes... remember that sweetie**

"Okie dokie mommy! Now I want to play with me!!" Y/n said with a smile. M/n chuckled and began playing with her little daughter

*Present*

Pov. Y/n

I sighed at the memory, I've always loved drawing. Even after so long I have some of my firsts artworks and I have to admit that it's not bad. It's actually perfect for a 6yo. That drawing with me and the golden-green dragon... I don't know where or maybe I don't remember where that come from. Maybe a dream? But me in the drawing looked exactly like me now... perhaps it was a vision? Mom had them sometimes.. even though they're trying to keep it a secret from me for some reason... I thought while falling asleep to sound of Lloyd's breathing, I gently put my hand on his hand and fell asleep.

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Sorry for the delay- had a lot to do today

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