Seconds feels like hours
My heart aches and cries
I fail to feel normal
After so many tries
Don't know how will I survive
Trying to find ways to live
Failing again and again everytime
I know it's hard to believe
Despite all the poison in my mind
Hoping and dreaming gives me some relief
I stand and look at the unforgiving mirror
Saying again and again that I have to live
What's the point of all the wisdom
If I can't handle when my heart breaks
All teachings seem useless and meaningless
Still I say I have to do whatever it takes
Let's see how long I can live
Life has become a challenge
Everyday feels like a prison
I don't know how will I manage
I hope one day sun will rise in life
Shining the bright light I need
I hope the darkness will be vanquished
So that i can jump like a happy kid
