☾☼ STAR GAZIN' ☼☽ [Catnap x Dogday fanfic]

Chapter 17: Escape

Henlo wormies
How's life been 🤭
Anyways more so these two because yes 🙌🏽
Enjoy this wholesome chapter

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I woke up in the mist of dizziness. Ever since Kickin's incident I've noticed waking up dizzy and confused. Forgetting previous events of the nights before until they came back. I took care of my surroundings laying on the soft grass of the forest. I turned over and looked at my legs. Hmm. It felt as if I wouldn't have them forever and that it was the key to my freedom. I patted it gently and sighed. My arms fell to my sides as my back rested against the tree behind me.

I looked into the sky to see a purple sunset of pure bliss, the colours mixed and danced upon the presence of shadows and highlights. The clouds were smeared across the painted sky as the sun forever fell slowly in between the environment. I lifted my paw up as if to reach the glowing orb that was slowly falling over the hill, feeling the last rays of light fall against my fur. I raised my arm down and sighed heavily at the scenery.

I held my pendant tight as a light glow flickered off it. I sat up and groaned while lifting off the ground in search for Catnap. I trailed across the meadows seeing how everyone else had seemed to pack up and head their seperate ways. I headed to Catnap's porch and slightly opened the door.

"You've been gone long" he chuckled under his breath. I scoffed at his remark and collapsed on the couch in a irritated aura. He made his way next to me as my eyebrows furrowed and raised as he came closer. He breathed into my neck as he struggled to embrace me in this condition.

"Why are you so down pup. Remember the good old days?" His points came from a dark place as he continued to tease.
"Heh..good. They were good until you.." he placed a finger on my lips and continued to whisper in my ear with demand.

"Don't worry pup. Those were old and scarred moments. Treasure these present moments before they vanish"
I looked down to his finger and slapped it off aggressively wanting to leave this teasing side of him.

"You barely even talked to her. You didn't enjoy her suggestive movements. You never liked how she held your hand. For you... she's gone" I connected the dots to the time Bobby's body was found. The hour of joy. How could he do that? I gagged at the way he treated her body, destroying it and killing her. And how he treated the moment.

"You want me? To treasure this!? This so called 'moment' isn't what I'd like to remember" I made bunny ears with my paw protesting at his words. I returned to the gutter where he stated our relationship to be a 'Ying Yang bond'. Huh.. I understand now. He's obviously misusing my time and love for him for his own entertainment. All I want to do is turn back time to were I could love him, peacefully. Ying Yang.. bleh.

"Right. Ying and Yang. Tui and La. Push and pull. Life and death."  (Get the reference?)

"How'd you..?"

I stopped mid sentence not wanting to discover his secret of reading my mind with ease. He held me tighter in his grasp. I was in front of him while he rested his chin on my head and caved me in his arms and legs.

"No escaping now pup" I couldn't help but laugh slightly as he purred against my head. Staying in the position for a few minutes in silence.

"Catnap..?" I noticed his purr adjusted to one of a deep sleep as he got more comfortable. I rested my head back and sighed with a frustrated tone.

Ying and Yang. Tui and La. Push and pull. Life and death.

I pondered at the sentence and tried to figure out what he meant by this sudden expression or our relationship. Remembering how we first came together and our private moments leaving us gasping for air. We're I was a moaning mess under his control. To scenes were we relaxed and sunk in each other and let the breeze carry our worries away. A slight tear nudged the entrance of my eyelid making it way down my cheek.

I couldn't help but wonder what his thoughts held and how his emotions changed. Especially during situations were our relationship were at steak. He always had that large smile and terrifying eyes with pupils that's pierce through your soul. That's the only look he had nowadays. The only thing that changed was his eyes. His eyebrows would change the mood the feline possessed.

I hummed softly as my head rested into his fur getting more comfort the more I sank into him.

"Good morning Catnap! Mind if we hang out today?"

"Good morning and uh...sure"

"What do you want to do?"

"We can watch a movie and chat"

Tears drifted down my face to that morning were I knew I had fallen for him. I remembered waking up cold in the middle of the night and hugging him and he unconsciously wrapped his arms around me. How I felt at home.

When I first layed my lips on his and our first time exploring each others bodies leaving Bubba scarred for life. I chuckled at what his face would've looked like seeing us in that embarrassing situation. I remember how he comforted me when we found out Crafty's end displayed right in front of us. I hoped this was all I bad dream. Ending as quickly as possible and letting me move on peacefully. Where I would wake up and my friends and the Catnap I loved came back. What happened to us?

Where did we go wrong...?

HEEYYY
Sorry this took longer than expected I was really burnt out so luckily I was able to
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