I'M A PHEONIX

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Have I become vulnerable?
Have I become weak thinking that you'll always be there?
You were there the days,
You thought i was useful,
You thought you needed me,
You thought to get yourself satisfied.
But,
Were you there?
When i was no longer useful?
When i needed you?
When i wasn't satisfied?
Have i become vulnerable?
Maybe i have.
You were there the days,
When you felt gloomy.
When you were falling apart.
When you cried all night.
But,
Were you there?
For me when i was barely happy?
For me when i was crouching on floor?
For me when couldn't breathe because of the overwhelming pit in my heart?
Have I become vulnerable?
Maybe i have.
Maybe i have become vulnerable but,
You made me realise that i could love myself a little bit more than yesterday and a lil less than tomorrow,
You made me realise that i can pick myself up when i fall,
You made me realise that i can fix my heart and hug myself,
You made me realise that im no longer a tool but im a pheonix.

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