oppa? 🔚 chanlix

十一 - shí yī

chan woke up and got out of bed, "it was a bad dream...wasn't it?" he looked around and noticed everything was the same. felix's door was closed so he was guessing the boy was still sleeping so he knocked on the door and saw him studying. "hey lix, shouldn't you get ready for class?" felix turned around looking tired and dead, but what was noticable was the puffy eyes, "why why? why? have you been crying?" chan ran over concerningly kneeling in front of him. 

"oppa...I don't want to go...." (a/n: and wow I have suddenly started crying, why? I'll give you a hint, peter parker) he sniffed, 'so it wasn't a dream...' he quickly pulled the younger into a hug holding him tight, "just make the most of your time now...okay?" his heart was breaking but he couldn't let the other know. "I don't want to leave you oppa..." 

*ba-dum*

*ba-dum*

*ba-dum*

*ba-dum*

"how much longer do you have left?" the younger mumbled an almost inaudible reply, "three weeks...exam period starts next week and then when it ends it will be the semester break, first day of that and I'll be on a plane to sydney..." chan nodded holding him tighter, "when will you tell everyone else?"

"after exams, I don't want to give them another thing to worry about..."

"so why did you tell me?" felix pulled away slightly, "because you would've been the hardest to say goodbye to." 

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"want to go to the cafe again today oppa?" felix grinned running up to chan who was heading to the roof. the older smiled and nodded. "oh, are you going to the roof again? can I join you~" chan couldn't help but chuckle and nod to that as well. felix felt his cheeks heat up, 'he's so beautiful'  quickly shaking his head and running up to the roof.

"wah~ the air is so nice up here, I understand why you come up here so much." chan nodded slowly, 'that's not the only reason'. he sat down close to the edge taking out his phone and taking photos, "I realised today when I payed attention to a few things, I didn't realise how beautiful they were~" he smiled turning around staring directly at chan.

'is he talking about me...? can't be.' he smiled walking back to chan and sitting at his feet, "let's eat~" grabbing onto the older's legs pulling him down. chan smiled sitting down. "you're a dork, you know that?" he nodded shoving food in his mouth. chan shook his head ruffling the other's hair. "and a cutie if I may add." making them both blush, "c-crap I'm sor-" felix quickly leaned in pecking him on the cheek. 

He wanted to fight the feeling, but he honestly couldn't anymore, "I-I...I had to, I'm so-" chan quickly cupped his cheek connecting their lips softly. felix sunk into the other's touch kissing back instantly. chan pushed him down slowly starling him a little, making chan quickly support his back so he wouldn't hurt himself. parting slowly, "sorry" he giggled, "don't say anything..." the younger smiled quickly connecting their lips again.  

changbin turned around walking down the stairs letting out a heavy sigh. "hey, binnie what's wrong?" hyunjin tilted his head seeing the boy was close to tears, all he could do was give the banana milk he was holding to hyunjin, "here, I lost." walking away. "it's okay changbin...it's okay, heartbreak is a part of life..." hyunjin mumbled looking at the banana milk in his hand.

  

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chan and felix walked to the cafe with smiles on their faces. nothing too big happened on the rooftop but they were happy with what had happened anyway. "felix~ the usual?" he nodded and looked over, "what do you want oppa?" 

"maybe just a mocha, I feel like coffee today." 

"and a mocha please~ thank you noona!" he giggled taking his usual seat by the window, chan sitting opposite him. "ah- exams are so close, this is so stressful!" he groaned pulling at his hair. chan smiled ruffling the puppy-like boy's hair, "you'll do fine~ plus, you're a sophmore, it's alright, there are many years to improve." chan realised what he said making them both look at each other, the reality settling in. "I forgot...."

"I wish I could forget...." an awkward silence overcame them as they didn't know what to say. chan reached over taking the other's hand and caressing it softly giving him a reassuring smile. felix just looked down squeezing chan's hand tightly. chan pouted and took the boy's chin in between his fingers lifting his head and pecking his lips, "oo? who is this? a boyfriend?" the waitress came over placing their order down making both flush red.

"ah! noona! and noOOOOOooOO, he's out of my league." he whispered the last part, "but  he's cute~" she whispered. "ahem. I'm right here." they giggled nervously, "chan, this is hwang yeji, she's in my class. noona this is bang chan, he's a senior."

"pleasure to meet you felix's boyfriend." earning her an elbow to the side, "sorry sorry, future boyfriend~" she giggled running off. "I'm gonna kill her-" felix mumbled blushing and taking a sip of his drink.

'one day maybe.' chan smiled at the thought bringing his books out and beginning to study, felix slowly doing the same.

chan looked at his drink smiling. his coffee tasted so much sweeter now, he looked at felix and he understood why. everything had become sweeter since felix came into his life and he was gonna be sad when he left. he stared into his glass bringing it to his lips glancing at the younger male one more time before picking up his pen.

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