I sit in my empty mind and take a peak into the eyes of reality,
Every sliver of my being is begging to flee.
Before I can salvage myself from no return I shatter,
Everything from my depression to my very carefully boxed up nightmares quickly scatter.
I've been broken before but this time I'm spilled all over the floor,
All the darkness and secrets bubble up like acid and gore.
Streams of tears wash it away as I stand there frozen,
The excruciating mental pain turned physical and became ambrosian.
Someone calls my name and suddenly I'm a walled fortress again,
Im back to barrier after barrier of un-torn skin.
The voice was ringing through my body and my vision finally clears,
My room is covered in glass and my hot face is streamed with tears.
I pick up the picture and shake off the tiny shards,
A pair of scissors later and I'm holding a bowl of shredded things in the yard.
I set it aflame and set back as my heart melts like plastic.
A few minutes pass after the fire dies down and my sadness suddenly becomes drastic.
