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The corner of Kelly's mouth raised as she tried not to smile too hard at the notification that just pinged her phone

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The corner of Kelly's mouth raised as she tried not to smile too hard at the notification that just pinged her phone .



Here she was laying in bed with nothing but her crisp white sheets tangled around her sweat glistened skin , Pornhub streaming on her tv as background noise as she caught her breath , a blunt between her fingers , and a box of Chinese takeout sitting on the stack of paperwork she had yet to grade and didn't plan on getting to anytime soon .

It was the freakin Weekend for crying out loud and this was her life

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It was the freakin Weekend for crying out loud and this was her life .


Clothes from the laundry she neglected to fold sprawled out on her bed and on the chair in the corner , a litter box for her two cats that were her babies , her legs gapped as she tried to relieve herself of the long week she had .





At 8 years old she had so many goals set for herself.




Graduate from high school , get a part time job so she could buy the clothes she wanted , a car by her senior year so she could drive whenever and wherever she wanted without asking her mom for a ride , Prom , College so she could pursue her dream of being a veterinarian while still being able to sing with her group of friends if she wanted .



Married by 25 , two maybe three big headed kids with her beautiful brown skin and big eyes , a steady income , and a stamped out passport from her trips around the world. .



If you would've told her 8 year old self that she would be 26 year old single school teacher with 2 cats , a life of regrets , a dead mom , who hated her life she would've laughed in your face and told you No way , but Kelly couldn't blame it on anyone else but herself .




It all really started her freshman year of college .




She decided to attend the same college as her friend Bey as just a safety net if their singing group didn't make it far.


But somewhere in the midst of wild parties , drugs , Poor decisions , and  boys the two teens took two very different paths .




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