21. ꜰᴜᴄᴋ ɪᴛ

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You got my heart working overtime
You got my mind going crazy
Either way, long you alive, you my baby

Said my heart working overtime
Got my mind going crazy, ooh
Either way, long you alive, you my baby

But I know, but I know, but I know, you're mine, yeah
Hey baby, ooh
And I just can't get right to it, ooh

If you leave I just might lose it, lose it, oh woah oh
I just can't get right to it, ooh
Baby if you leave I just might lose it

-Baby, Summer Walker

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"Ladies and gentleman, our beloved Efi Sai singing Ex factor by Lauryn Hill"

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"Ladies and gentleman, our beloved Efi Sai singing Ex factor by Lauryn Hill"

The crowd clapped for me, the regulars clapped even louder which caused me to smile as I went up on stage.

I searched through the whole crowd for him, the lounge was fully packed tonight, a smile took over my face once I spotted him at the bar.

He raised his glass of what I'm guessing is either bourbon or whiskey at me as his signature dimpled smile made an appearance.

I looked at the three woman who were my back up singers for today with a smile as the music started .

It could all be so simple (ba-ba-ba-baby, baby, baby)
But you'd rather make it hard (huh, uh)
Loving you is like a battle (it's like a battle)
And we both end up with scars

My voice let out smoothly, matching the rhythm

Tell me who I have to be (who I have to be)
To get some reciprocity
See, no one loves you more than me (more than me)
And no one ever will (no one ever will, yeah)

You could hear a type of pain in my voice as I thought of all my past relationships

Is this just a silly game (silly game)
That forces you to act this way? (to act this way)
Forces you to scream my name
Then pretend that you can't stay (yeah)

I thought of Miles and how we argued that night after I caught him cheating. He was trying to gaslight me and make me look like I was crazy.

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