ꜰᴀʟʟ ꜰᴏʀ ᴍᴇ || ᴊɪʟɪx ɪɴꜱᴛᴀɢʀᴀᴍ ᴀᴜ

-14-

An hour of procrastination turned into a day. A day turned into a week, and a week turned into two.

Felix knew he needed to talk to Jisung, they were both hurting because of this, but every time he'd reach the unblock button he would back out and throw his phone away from him.

Jisung was no better, if not arguably worse than Felix was. He would message the boy every day only to receive that damn message over and over again.

Tuesday

@j.uno.reverse.card
Lix please, let's just talk
this out
Not delivered

Wednesday

@j.uno.reverse.card
Please tell me I'm unblocked
Not delivered

Thursday

@j.uno.reverse.card
I know I messed up on this one,
but please... Felix give me a chance
to talk this out with you
Not delivered

Friday

@j.uno.reverse.card
The days are so dull without you
Not delivered

Saturday

@j.uno.reverse.card
You might not see this but good morning ❤️
Not delivered

Remember to eat and get enough
sleep, oh and drink lots of liquids
Not delivered

Not like I've been doing that haha
Not delivered

Sunday

@j.uno.reverse.card
I miss your dumb questions
Not delivered

Monday

@j.uno.reverse.card
I miss playing random games
with you in call
Not delivered

Tuesday

@j.uno.reverse.card
I miss staring at your fluffy hair
wishing I could play with it
Not delivered

During all this, Minho, Chan, and Changbin had been with Jisung almost 24/7. They knew what had happened last time Jisung was hurt this badly and none of them wanted to risk leaving the boy alone for too long.

Changbin would constantly come over with cheesecake before dragging Jisung out of the house to go on a walk and get some fresh air. Minho practically moved into his house two days into the whole fiasco, he'd sleep over almost every day and he even brought his cats along in hopes they could distract Jisung from his thoughts.

Chan would tag along most of the time but he rarely stayed the night since he had to wake up early for work and Jisung's house was far from it.

Wednesday

@j.uno.reverse.card
I miss your laugh and your smile
Not delivered

Jisung spent that day looking at the pictures and videos he had of Felix from their many late-night video calls.

Thursday

@j.uno.reverse.card
I miss waking up and going to sleep
with a good morning/night message
from you
Not delivered

He couldn't count how many times he had broken down crying at this point.

Friday

@j.uno.reverse.card
Damn it, I just miss you. All of you.
I miss you so much Felix
Not delivered

I somehow thought saying that might
make you magically respond and say
you missed me too
Not delivered

Jisung had hesitantly come up to Chan that day with a few loose pieces of paper with song lyrics messily written on them. The two worked late into the night perfecting the lyrics and beginning to form an instrumental to go with it.

Saturday

@j.uno.reverse.card
Minho almost swallowed a bee
today, it would've been better if
you were there to laugh with me
Not delivered

The two were in the studio Chan worked in yet again, but today Changbin and Minho had joined them. The three worked on the song while Minho slept on the couch.

After a long day's work, Jisung had recorded and assembled everything before they decided to go to the botanical gardens to keep Jisung out of his sorrow for just a little longer. There, Minho had picked up a flower when a bee flew at him. He'd screamed, and the animal almost flew into his mouth.

Sunday

@j.uno.reverse.card
You know, I never told anyone but
Chan, Minho, and Changbin this
but I write songs sometimes
Not delivered

I wrote one for you
Not delivered

After recording the song, Jisung was too scared to listen to the finished product. All his thoughts and emotions were packed up in one song and he didn't want to face that hurt in that way. Music had always made him feel his emotions much stronger than normally, and he knew he would be sobbing for hours once he pressed play.

Monday

@j.uno.reverse.card
Lix it's almost been two weeks..
Not delivered

Are you that mad at me?
Not delivered

I'm sorry
Not delivered

This is really hurting me too, Minho
threatened to take me to the hospital
yesterday because I fainted from dehydration
Not delivered

I'm more worried about you though
Not delivered

I just want to know you're okay
Not delivered

Tuesday

@j.uno.reverse.card
Two weeks of being blocked anniversaryyyy
Not delivered

I'm gonna come find you Lix, I
can't do this anymore
Not delivered

That day had been his breaking point. Jisung missed the boy too much to continue another day unsure if Felix was okay or not.

If Felix wanted to cut things off, so be it.

If Felix didn't want to talk, so be it.

Jisung just needed to know he was okay.

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I kind of love this chapter??

Anyway, I've been listening to 'Attention, please!' for the past hour

My favourite Enhypen song honestly