In a maze of confusion, lost and disjoint,
I poured my heart into creations for you to anoint
But alas, I discovered another's hand in the play
Left on "seen," your excuse, a charade to convey
You claim a mistake, yet the lies persist
A tangled web of deceit, I can't resist
If conversation's not desired, then be clear
But silently claiming me, it's hard to bear.
Nights echo with questions, a relentless plight,
"Are you okay?" met with a casual, "I'm alright"
Yet the next day, the charade continues
Leaving me puzzled, lost in the issues.
I witness you frolic with friends, a painful sight,
Feigning ignorance, it cuts like a knife
I'm not oblivious, despite your artful guise,
Your words sting, a painful surprise.
You call me a masterpiece, yet act so dry
Leaving me to ponder, to question why
Letters penned in ink, my love on display,
But you remain indifferent, pushing me away
Why can't you see the love I bear
Am I flawed, is there something to repair?
You insist nothing's changed, it's all deranged
Yet the pain persists, emotions estranged
A plea for clarity, a dream to restore,
Head pounding, heart aching, a visceral sore
Your concern for others, a stark contrast,
Leaving me to wonder if I'm an outcast
Set aside, ignored, in a web of lies,
I'm weary of the excuses, the emotional ties
You may have struggles, that much is clear
But do I matter, or is it what I fear?
Again, the same lie echoes, a haunting refrain,
Leaving me to question if I'm the one to blame
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The Light in Her Poetry
Poetry"The Light in Her Poetry" is a captivating collection of 100 poems that explores a wide range of human emotions and experiences, from joy to despair, love to heartbreak, and reflections on faith to life's journey. With a blend of happy, sad, love, s...