The past year I've been building my empire and healing myself, but I ruined it all in less than a week.————————
I got up from my bed wiping the tears from my cheeks before walking out to the kitchen. I sniffled as I reached for a cup from the top cupboard. I knocked the glass and it smashed onto the floor. I looked down my eyes immediately filling up with tears at the shattered glass. I tried to hold my tears in, but it was no use. I cried as I bent down to pick it up. I made a pile of the glass before picking up a handful as blood dripped onto the marble floors. I threw it into the trash before bending down to pick up another handful when I heard footsteps.
"Hey what's wrong?" I heard Tom say as he stood over me. I sniffled before standing up.
"Nothing" I smiled before turning away. He grabbed my upper arm, and I turned around.
I felt my eyes tear up again before I couldn't help but fall into his arms. His warm presence consumed me as I sobbed. I didn't know exactly why I was crying. I had many reasons, but I think it was because I had ruined everything I had been fighting for.
"Ash?" he said soft before pulling me off of him.
"Nothing" I said giving him a smile.
Tom clenched his jaw before looking away then back to me. I looked up at his face memories and thoughts flowing through my mind. I snapped out of daze when I heard a door open. I turned my head and watched as Bill and Bree walked inside looking confused. I wiped my cheeks once again before looking at my hand. I had smeared blood over my face. I looked away before bending down once again and wiping my face with my shirt and gathering the last bits of glass. I stood up slowly and threw the pieces in the trash before walking closer to Bree. I turned to Tom as he looked at me confused I turned back giving a Bree a smile.
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Bill grabbed my arm and dragged me away from the table we were all sat at. I gave him a look before we stopped and he sighed.
"What?" I huffed.
"We're going out tonight" Bill said softly.
"Where?" I asked.
"It's a surprise because you're coming" he smiled.
"I'm not coming if I don't know where I'm going" I laughed.
"A nightclub" he grinned.
"Okay" I shrugged. "I'll go get ready" I added.
"Okay were leaving in an hour" he said as I walked away.
I walked into the bathroom with a sigh. I really didn't have the energy to go out but at least it would distract me from my life that was spiralling rapidly. I picked up my straightener and softly curled my new hair. I put the straightener down before playing with my hair. I tried to force a smile before grabbing my makeup. I did my base before picking up my eyeshadow pallet wondering what to do. I decided I would do a dark smokey eye look which I use to love to do.
I finished my makeup before walking closer to my suitcase. I had nothing packed for going to a nightclub. I sighed before walking out of my room and knocking on Bree and Bills room. Bree opened the door smiling.
"I have nothing to wear" I sighed before she grabbed my wrist and pulled me through the doorway.
"Sit there" she said directing me to the bed.
I sat down looking around in a daze before Lauren came out of the bathroom and held a bottle of vodka Infront of me. I smiled before grabbing it and mouthing 'thank you'. I began to drink it as I waited for Bree.
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Forgotten Love || Tom Kaulitz
RomanceThis is a continuation of 'Forbidden Love' !! Please go read the first book so everything makes sense. it's on my profile. After having her heart broken and leaving Tom Kaulitz, Ashley made herself a new life. A year has passed and she is now 21 ru...