You put your coffee down,
and I know I should lean in.
It's caramel cream,
it's way too sweet,
but you have that look that says you'll
say something.
Your voice falls lower
in an already crowded place,
and then I really know
that I want to hear what you have to say.
You swallow once,
say, "Can I ask you something?"
Swallow twice,
while my heart speeds up.
I really want to hear this.
Because you have that look!
Like your eyes are ten times deeper.
Like whatever my answer will be,
nothing else will matter.
It's that look we get,
I mean, I'm not sure,
but I think I have it too.
That look that pops up
when the fog clears a bit
and we're forced to see the truth.
And we haven't vocalized
that truth before.
But this question you have,
THAT might enlighten even more.
You're scared to ask,
I'm scared to hear,
but I'm leaning in anyway.
It might as well be just us
in this coffee shop,
I can hear you so perfectly.
And here it is:
"Do you think...in another lifetime-"
and then your mouth shuts tight.
We're not alone anymore,
better to be quiet
than to lie.
I sink back into my space
while our eyes say what we can't:
whatever that question might have been,
it would clear that fog
just like the sun can.
CITEȘTI
The Tempest Collection
PoezieIt's icy and suddenly it's my job to clean it up. Good thing I sort of know what I'm doing now.