Escape from myself

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Smoke away the pain
Drink it down
Cry out the truth
Scream but there's no sound

It's the things you try to hide
That kill you inside
You try to run
But they're there wherever you turn

Try to find an escape
Everyone has their own way
Some might not be good
But they're just trying to deal with the pain

Smoking kills you slowly
Just like my life
I know what it does to my body
But maybe I want and deserve to die

Drinking is to forget
Everything you don't want to face
Try to move on
But it kills me everyday

I'm a fucking mess
I don't want you to see
The thing inside
That's slowly killing me

I want to come to you
But sometimes it's hard to do
It's hard to believe someone
Could care like you do

Are you really here for me
Cause I'm a big fucking mess
Take me in your arms
I just want to put my demons to rest

I need you
And it scares me
Hold me tight
I'm not strong enough to fight

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