Heartbreak disease
First verse
I haven't eaten all day,
Dying of hunger in the worst way.
Haven't slept, I'm afraid what I'll see,
Afraid I'll see you in my dreams.
My scars are fading,
My heart is breaking.
So I pick up the knife,
Got to make it deeper this time.
All your healing was wasted,
Cause you broke me so bad, let's face it.
I'll never be okay,
I let you to far in, you promised you'd stay.
Can't believe I fell for your lies,
I love you, I've heard it enough times.
Man I'm done with this shit,
It's like I'm bleeding out but death won't come quick.
Chorus
This depression I'm feeling
It's like a disease
How do you catch it
Just think of our memories
Your head on my chest
The feel of your breath on my neck
Your hair always getting in your face
Hiding your eyes that'll haunt me to my grave
Climbing up into your window at night
Fucking in your bed, shit felt so right
It sucks cause your off with him free
While I'm stuck at home with a heartbreak disease
Second verse
Did you tell him what we did when we were together
Have you told him I was your other lover
When we started this I kept waiting for you to leave him
But you kept me in the dark like I was a secret
I kept waiting for you to leave him for me
But I guess you needed both our love to make yourself feel complete
I wanted you to choose cause I felt like I was being dragged along
But when you had your answer, your answer was wrong
Chorus
This depression I'm feeling
It's like a disease
How do you catch it
Just think of our memories
Your head on my chest
The feel of your breath on my neck
Your hair always getting in your face
Hiding your eyes that'll haunt me to my grave
Climbing up into your window at night
Cuddling in your bed, shit felt so right
It sucks cause your off with him free
While I'm stuck at home with a heartbreak disease
Third verse
I'm not even mad at you though
I'm the definition of bad from head to toe
You deserve happy, you deserve good
Not the broken and misunderstood
I always told you I just wanted you happy
It doesn't matter if I'm left feeling crappy
I won't beg and cry or start a fight
You chose him, so better hope you chose right
Chorus
This depression I'm feeling
It's like a disease
How do you catch it
Just think of our memories
Your head on my chest
The feel of your breath on my neck
Your hair always getting in your face
Hiding your eyes that'll haunt me to my grave
Climbing up into your window at night
Cuddling in your bed, shit felt so right
It sucks cause your off with him free
While I'm stuck at home with a heartbreak disease
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UNSPOKEN
PoetryUnspoken is a book filled with poems and songs I've made throughout my life. Each chapter will be either a song or poem. They are similar to what many of you have experienced in life... featuring love, heartbreak, loneliness, etc. These are all the...
