"Fate" | Doc x Rook | Rainbow Six Siege | Lgbt Fanfiction

#3 Confused

"Julien? Its time to wake up, you slept for 20 hours straight" Doc rocks Rook's sleepy body back and forth slowly, speaking in a caressing voice. Rook rubs his eyes in confusion, remembering what happened the day before.

"Doc, I'm sorry for yesterday, I didn't mean to shout at you" he replied, still rubbing his eyes and trying to get used to the bright sunlight shining in from the window.

Doc smiled in relief, turning back, walking towards the kitchen, "I made you breakfast, oh and there's training today", he mentioned. Rook smiled at his kind actions.

Walking towards the dinning table, he dragged out the wooden chair and sat down, "Gustave, I don't want this issue to get in the way of our friendship" he said concernedly, with an authoritarian tone.

Doc swallowed the food gulping, before opening his mouth, "I understand", he said. Pausing for a moment, before opening his mouth again, saying "I'm always here for you Julien, you could always talk to me if you wanted to."

Doc couldn't help but look into Rook's sky blue eyes, but all he read was sorrow. As much as Doc wanted to help him, he knew that Rook needed some time to think on his own. Unknowingly, Rook's eyes gravitated to Doc's eyes as well, mesmerised by its chocolatey shade. He felt warmness. Rook suddenly shook his head, trying to snap out of it. He couldn't afford to fall in love with a man. All his life, he was taught that he was a man, and that men could only fall in love with women. To him, it felt wrong.

Doc frowned at his action. He really wanted to help, but rook had to deal with it on his own.
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"Okay one last round for today!" Twitch yelled. They were in the training warehouse and training was about to end. The training today was a two versus two, and they were given tactics by Six to practice. Airsoft guns were used.

"BEEP", the whistle sound rang loudly in the warehouse. Rook was teamed up with Twitch against Doc and Montagne. Rook vaulted past wooden barriers into the maze. He walked toes first, making sure he heard every single sound made.

"Hit!" Two people shouted across the warehouse. Twitch and Montagne managed to trade each other out. It was a one versus one now. Just when Rook thought he could rest for a few seconds, Doc popped around the corner shooting him in the thighs. "Ouch you shot a bruise doc" he exclaimed in pain, holding his inner thigh with both his hands.

"I'm so sorry, let me help you" Doc hurrily puts his gun down, kneeling down on one knee to attend to Rook. He touched the bruise, trying to see how wide the area was. Rook bit his lips, trying to hold the pain in. He couldn't help but notice how charming he was, attending to wounds like it was his own. He blushed. Doc saw Rook blushing, and smiled back in response. Rook noticed, snapping back to his expressionless face, repeating to himself in his head that he did not like men.

"Let's go back to the dorm, I'll treat your wound" Doc added, slinging Rook's hand around his shoulder.

Back at the dorm, Doc requested Rook to take his pants off, making Rook a little uncomfortable. "Julien you have to take your pants off, I need to treat the wound." Although uncomfortable, Rook obliged anyway.

Taking his pants off, Rook sat on his bed, Doc fumbling for the medicine he needed. Doc wore a set of gloves for sanitation, kneeling beside Rook to treat him. "I'm really sorry I made you bleed Julien" Doc said, placing his warm hands on Rook's thigh, before applying the medicine. Just as Doc finished applying the medicine, he noticed a bulge in Rook's underwear. Attempting to hide it, Rook took his pants to cover it.

"Julien..." Doc spoke hesitantly.

"It's not what you think it is" Rook said slowly. He turned his head away from Doc, yet again trying to reassure himself that he wasn't gay. Doc never questioned further.

A/N: hope you liked it😄