HIGHEST RANK #1inFantasy (07.30.18)
A young genius doctor in her peak of career died in a bank robbery.
As she thought that it was the end of her life, she is reborn as a daughter of a duke.
Her dream to become a protagonist of a fantasy world start...
Before you start reading, I want to say that this chapter is NOT connected to TBFA!TVLRH... This is not Celine's story. So, you can choose not to read this chapter. Thank you 🙆
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Yesterday, October 16, 2018, my baby dog Choco died and up until now, I'm not over from my grief.
A reason why I want to publish this chapter because I want to voice out the pain bottled in my heart maybe it can help me recover from my pain.
I have two dogs, Kagome and Chocolate. One female, five years old while the other is male, four years old.
(KAGOME. 5 years old. Female)
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(CHOCOLATE. 4 years old. Male)
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You can say that my dog doesn't have good breed or anything but I can say that I love them no matter what breed they are.
Almost three weeks ago, I noticed something from them. Both of them started to lose appetite and they like to sleep in the corner. But since I was busy, I thought they just got normal cold since they also sneeze from time to time. Until it lasted for almost two weeks.
We were not rich, we can't afford to send them to veterinary clinic and the money we earn are not enough for us to send them until last week, we can no longer endure the pain they suffered. They started to lose weight because of lack of appetite.
Since we don't have money, we first send to vet was Choco since we thought Kagome could atleast bear her illness.
(Take note, both of them has the same signs and symptoms. Like sneeze, fever, lack of appetite, lethargy, diarrhea)
The doctor did not told us what illness Choco has but she gave him an antibiotic shot and so on and told us what medicine Choco needs to take for 15 days and observe him. If his situation did not change for two weeks, we will send him back.
The next day, we sent Kagome who's illness worsen since she started to vomit blood. Same shot was given to Kagome and we were told that she needed to confine in the hospital but we can't afford it so we were told to observed her for two days.
Kagome was not given any medicine yet Choco was.
Kagome improve the next two days and now she started eaten like normal and back to normal she is while Choco was worsen until he died yesterday.
We were planning to send Choco back to vet today since we noticed nothing change from Choco but only worsen his situation but... but before we can send him, he died.
It pains me whenever I remember that he just licked my hands when I was helping him drink water and drinks his meds. He was following me yesterday morning wherever I went. He was strong even he's in pain. I know that he was trying to fight back and asking us to help him ease his pain but... but we didn't.
I don't know who to blame. Is it the doctor or me? I was overcome by guilt and grief from losing him this early. It's painful since they were my first dogs. I did not know that losing a pet will hurt this much.
Sorry for my drama. I just miss him. He's our baby. He's sweet behind his grumpy attitude. We even called him tsundere since he likes to growl at us when we touch him but in the end, while rubbing his tummy he will eventually lie down and shows his tummy to give him a belly rub while wagging his tail.
It's painful but we need to accept he's gone yet I am not ready. I don't know how long I can be ready to accept his death.
I love him so much and miss him.
I love you baby Choco and I will always miss you.
Born: Feb. 2014 First meet: March 22, 2014 Died: October 16, 2018
