꧁𝕃𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕐𝕠𝕦 𝔽𝕠𝕣𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣 || 𝔻𝕒𝕟𝕘𝕒𝕟𝕣𝕠𝕟𝕡𝕒 𝕊𝕔𝕖𝕟𝕒𝕣𝕚𝕠𝕤꧂

❀M̷e̷ ̷g̷e̷t̷t̷i̷n̷g̷ ̷s̷c̷r̷e̷w̷e̷d̷ ̷b̷y̷ ̷m̷y̷ ̷d̷u̷m̷b̷ ̷a̷s̷s̷ ̷s̷e̷l̷f̷ ̷❀

Ok, so i just wrote on my board about this...

I have this notebook, where I keep all of my info for this book...

I keep/kept it near my window, the one right next to my bed, behind the curtain, in front of the cover/blind, so no one can see/find it...

Well, I took it out, since I needed to check some things and add some stuff, since I hadn't been keeping up...

It's in my fucked up hands, and I'm like, "Damn, I know it has been cold, but this book feels like ice, I can even feel the cold radiating off if it!"

Then I feel the bottom half... and I'm greeted with this:

Yes, I know my hands look fucked up... and that's because they are. [I've hand eczema my ENTIRE life... and it's taken its toll on my hands...]

I'm just disappointed as hell that I let this happen...