Olivia is sent to a Boarding school for problematic teens because she struggles with substance abuse. There she's confronted with her past and secrets she tried to hide for too long.
Her life will change when she meets Noah the Bad Boy of the school...
Friday morning went by and the only thing I can say is that I didn't say a single word. I really regret my actions from yesterday. I only made more people talk about me which really stresses me out now. Like Wednesday I had a really bad panic attack yesterday evening. Luckily Emilia wasn't in the room because I probably wouldn't have been able to name a real reason for it. And I also think my panic attacks make me look completely crazy to others.
In detention I only sat down in the back and waited for it to be over. I also skipped lunch and tried my best to be everywhere Noah wasn't. Which surprisingly worked for the first time ever.
After the talk with my counselor yesterday evening I went straight to bed and acted like I was asleep ignoring Em's curious questions. Only after she left to go wherever I got up again and well... had a panic attack. I know I will have to answer her questions sooner or later but I chose later.
After class I took a shower and Emilia and I are now both getting ready for the football game. While Emilia is wearing a cute black dress and sneakers I decide to wear something more comfortable.
I let my hair open and put on a big white shirt, boyfriend jeans with some holes and black boots. I also put on a black college jacket and without doing more makeup than my eyebrows I'm finished. It's only a football game and for the party afterwards we'll change anyway.
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(Her outfit without the jacket)
Even though I'm not in the mood for partying I know Em wouldn't let me skip the party afterwards. As she said our first party together is special. Don't ask me why in my eyes it doesn't make sense either. It's just a party nothing special.
After Em also finished getting ready we head out and meet Kiara and Gracie who are waiting in the entrance of the building.
The way to the football field isn't long but I don't say a word being in my thoughts. It haven't even been two weeks since I arrived and so much already happened. Even though there were a lot of bad moments I should see the positive things. There would be that I'm still here, I never had a physical fight with a student and I haven't taken hard drugs which is the best I would say even though it's so hard.
"Let's sit there.", we arrive at the football field where already a lot of students are waiting for the game to start. Damn I never realized how big this school really is. Not even all of the students are here and there must be over a six or seven hundred students. And yes that's a lot for me.
I follow the others and we sit down at the top of the grandstand to have a good view over the whole field.
"So Olivia until the game starts you can finally tell us about yesterday.", Emilia turns towards me and I see in Gracies face that they planned to ask me before the game where it's harder for me to get out of the situation.
