Too Clingy

5 . Hurting and forgiving

Painful sobs left jimins lips as he held on to the side of the bathtub supporting himself as he sat on the floor
'SO ANNOYING!' 'WHATS WRONG WITH YOU'
'I CANNOT BE HAPPY AND AT PEACE WITH HE IS AROUND'
'AND 7TH IS JIMIN ' 'NO CHANGE IN RANKS '
'I SAID I DONT WANT IT'
everything jungkook said seemed to be louder in jimins ears as he reached to open the tap
As the water gushes out he completely breaks down crying as he knows no one can hear him now.
All the practice and diet didn't seem to make him better
'Why? why am I always like this' he cries
Why can't I ever be enough why does jungkook hate me soo much
I always care for him... gave him gifts for every birthday even when I didn't have much money.. always buy him food ....look after him..
Wait for him so we can go home together..
Stay with him when he is lonely and still he finds me revolting ' jimin cries as he feels his heart ache
'He hates me !everyone hates me! I will never be as good as the others no matter how hard I try' he thinks his face wet with tears as he tries to calm down and take a shower
'Jiminah pizza's here ' he hears form outside as wipes his face
'Jiminah.......' yoogi calls as he knocks the bathroom door
'Yes hyung..?'
'Pls open the door 'yoongi says
As jimin pulls himself together and makes himself presentable .He opens the door to see yoongi sitting on his bed with a pizza box and Pepsi
'I thought I could eat with you if thats okay?' yoongi says as he scratches his neck uncomfortably
'Umm....sure hyung ' jimin says
'How about we go to the terrace its a cool night....'yoogi says

As they both sneak upto the terrace and get settled
'Thanks hyung'....jimin says as yoongi opens the pizza box for him
As jimin bites into the pizza he immediately feels the spice and reaches for the Pepsi only to have yoongi pass it to him without looking at him
Jimin smiled as he drank the Pepsi looking at yoongi
He was the softest person ever... the hard exterior just a cover to his sweet and caring nature
He really cared about the members and considered them family though he didn't really show it .And he didn't need to.....everyone knew how yoongi was .

'About what happened down there don't feel bad ,that kid was just tired from the photo shoot .....I am sure he is very sorry....(yoongi mentally noted to talk to jungkook about this) don't think too much Bout it'
'I am ok hyung I didn't feel bad I am just very exhausted ' jimin said as he had one slice of pizza and stared to dust of his hands to grab the Pepsi
'Are u done ?? But u had soo little here eat something " yoongi said with concern
Jimin melted at yoongi's concerned look
Its not like every day min yoongi forces you to eat more, even though he cares he is not very vocal about it
'I am full hyung"
'OK....just don't beat yourself up and remain confident...you are the best performer i know and I want you to keep doing your hard work you will definitely have results '
"Awwwww thanks suga hyung u are the best " jimin said as he tried to hug suga
'OK....ok that's enough.....ok ok no more hugging " suga says
'OK you grumpy grandpa'
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'aish this kid' yoongi says with a cute smile

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Next moring breakfast

Jungkook expected jimin to maybe just maybe leave him alone after being rude to him yesterday .
He did feel bad about it after he Had pizza ,he did think about it.
He was even going to apologize as suga hyung had said that jimin seemed upset over it .
But now jimin was still stuck to him like a second skin
Putting sugar in his cereal and stealing sausages form his plate like nothing happend yesterday
So he let it go after all.....jimin did seem like nothing was bothering him

But that was not the case
...
Jimin had forgiven the maknae even though he was deeply hurt and had cried the whole night but he could never stay mad at jungkook

He hoped that maybe he would be nice to him next time so he let it slide again for the 100th time
He was ready to forget the pain if he could just spent time with jungkook. For him, seeing jungkook smile was worth all the pain .....he would do anything to see that cute bunny smile....

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HEY GUYS👋

I have always felt like jimin had a soft spot for jungkook in real life.
Just an observation...not making any statements.
Laters💜