Another Hate Love Story

60.

Two Months Later

After the revelation of truth in front of Rushda, Adnaan never tried to come closer to Sara. He was dying from inside to make everything fine but after seeing the hatred in her eyes he understood he won't be able to get forgiveness.

It was the middle of the night, everyone was sleeping peacefully, but Adnaan was crying in sujood. It's nothing new, whole night he uses to cry in from of الْمُتَكَبِّر (AL-MUTAKABBIR) (The Supreme) to for forgiveness and his happiness.

Only Adnaan and his lord know the condition of his heart. He was a strong man who never cared about anything else other than his happiness but now he forgot everything. What he was remembering were his wife and His unborn child. He was repenting for the sins and mistakes he had committed in the past. But he forgot that Allah only forgives Ḥuquq'ullah not huquq-al-ibad.

{Rights in Islam may be categorized into two areas (i.e., Ḥuquq'ullah (obligations towards Allah) and Huquq al-Ibad (the rights of human beings)}.

"Adnaan bhai" Afnaan pat at his shoulder but he didn't lift his head from sujood. "Adnaan bhai" this time Afnaan shook his shoulder because he was seeing his brother in the same position for the last fifteen minutes.

Adnaan lifts his head, his eyes were bloodshot and puffed, tears were still rolling down. Afnaan felt bad for his elder brother.

"It's already very late, get some sleep, you've to go office tomorrow," Afnaan told him in a polite tone. Rashid and Momina both forced Adnaan to join the family business, so he did so otherwise, he was sitting in the home all day.

"You go back to sleep. I'm coming back in five minutes" Saying that Adnaan folds the prayer mat. It was his daily routine, first, he uses to plead in front of his lord and after that, he uses to watch sleeping Sara for good ten minutes from a distance.

As usually taking silent steps he went to Sara's room, open the door like a thief to rob some glances of his wife but this time he was alarmed.
Sara was curled up in the bed, she wasn't even able to open her eyes but her light groans were echoing in the air.

"Sara, what happened?" Adnaan stepped to the bed. She opens her eyes.

"What happened?" Adnaan sat down beside her while asking and she shook her head while letting the pillow absorb the precious crystals rolling out from her eyes. Adnaan caressed her head and kissed her cheek.

"Change your clothes and get ready, I'm taking you to hospital" He whispered near her ear but sobbed while saying. "I can't"

"Sara... Don't be stupid, okay no need to change, just let's go in these clothes only" He whispered while removing the blanket from her frame.

"I... I can't even move" Sara muttered and Adnaan slipped his arm under her shoulder to support her back.

"Let's go to the hospital" He spoke politely, but Sara shook her head, tears were still rolling down from her eyes.

"Chal chup ho ja... Tu roti hui ab bhi bohot bhayanak lagti hai" He tried to enhance her mood but, no benefit.

(Come on, stop crying... you look so horrible while crying.)

Making her sat down on the bed with dangling legs Adnaan gathered her hair together to made a messy bun of them and secured that with a clutcher. He wiped her tears with his palms, then kneeling on the floor he pushed slippers in her feet and holding her hand to support her to stand up.

"You'll be fine, don't worry..." Adjusting her clothes Adnaan muttered and tucked a messy hair lock behind her ear.

Sara was in enough pain that she wasn't in condition to show her anger, she had no experience of that pain before, Adnaan was also pretty much shocked to witness her like that. She was almost fine till a few hours back,  but then she started feeling little pain in her back and passing hours made that too much to bear.