Mattheo Riddle 𝖔𝖓𝖊 𝖘𝖍𝖔𝖙𝖘 🩸🔪💚

I want one

Mattheo and I have been dating for 8 years and married for 1 and a half, he's been the best and we've been so happy

Recently our friends Draco and Astoria had their first kid well not recently its been a year but he's the best and he's hella cute like adorable and has so smart and they honestly seem really happy . Mattheo is like attached to him though he always wants to play with him and babysit him, we've never talked about having kids and I've never seen Mattheo as the type to ever want kids so thats why we've never talked about it but I was wrong

"Hey baby" he said coming up behind me and placeing a kiss on my cheek

"Hello love" I say smiling at the name even though its been 8 years I still get excited when he calls me cute names and I honestly don't think I'll ever get sick of it

"Are you ready for bed sweetie" he says kissing my cheek and slightly pulling my hips towards him I smile at his movement and turn to look at him and letting out a little breath

"Yeah almost let me just finish cleaning the kitchen" I said rinsing the soapy plate off and putting it in the dish drain I'm trying to convince him yo get a dishwasher but he doesn't listen

"Ok, well I was thinking you know since we're married and have a nice house and we've matured we could well expand" he said I could definitely tell her was nervous about what ever he was telling me but at the moment I didn't understand

"What? Expand?" I asked I was very confused with his statement

"Like you know start a umm" he said getting quiet at the ending and taking his hands from around my waist and putting them on the counter by My side

"Start a what Mattheo?" I turned to look at my nervous husband and took the dish gloves off placing them in the sink to dry

"A um family" he said looking me in the eyes and then away

"Matthe-"

"I want a baby y/n, I think that we would be great parents and we can afford 1 or 2 and I'll take care of them at night and when I'm not working and I'l-"

"Mattheo we talked about this " I said walking out of the kitchen with him behind me

"I know but I really think we're ready, please baby I really want one" he said holding my hand and placing a kiss on my head I looked up at him

"Sigh, no mattheo" I said going in our closet to change me my clothes to get ready for bed, he walked over to our bed and sat on it I could tell he wasn't happy with my answer but I genuinely feel like we're not ready, I'm not ready

Two years ago me and Mattheo actually got pregnant but I had a miscarriage at 6 months and that really took a toll on my mental health so I'm scared that it will happen again ,it broke Me and Mattheo equaly but he's not the one who had a dead baby in him

I love Mattheo and I love the idea of us having a family but I just don't know what we should do

After I changed my clothes and got ready for bed I went to sit with Mattheo who was already under the cover and turned facing the opposite way

"You know I love you right" he said still not looking at me

"Yes and I love you too" I said sitting closer to him he sat up beside me and let out a heavy sigh, he turned to look at me and I looked at him

"I know how you feel about having a baby y/n but the doctor said you're doing better and that it would be good to try again and make sure you can actually still have kids, we don't have to do it now but I just wanted you to know that" he said grabbing my hand and squeezing it

"When did the doctor say that" the doctor hasn't called in 10 months and only sends check up emails to see if I'm better
So i wanted to know where Mattheo got that false information from

"About 6 months ago, you didn't see her email?" He asked
I thought about and 6 months ago I got really sick and Mattheo did seem really happy when I was sick I kinda just assumed he was happy I was dying or something but not the doctors ok on us trying again

"Uhh no why didn't you tell me that when it was first sent" I asked this whole time I thought he wanted me to die

"Well because you were sick and I wanted to wait" he said looking down

"Mattheo I'm still not ready"

"Ok its fine we can wait longer but I'll be ready when you are" he said giving me a hug and some kisses I smiled at him

"Ok" after that we fell asleep I do want to start a family with Mattheo but I'm also glad that he understands what I'm going through and is not forcing anything on me

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