I must be crazy to do this
I have to be insane
I'm such a fool for doing this
Yet I don't regret loving you
*insert chuckle*
You know, it's funny somehow
I don't know how, I don't know why
But it just makes me laugh:
I think I'm in love with you.
Well, "in love with" is a strong phrase,
So much so that it kind of scares me.
But only a little, but still, you know?
So I'll say instead, I like you too much.
*le sigh dramatique*
How do I figure, you wonder?
Well, let me tell you a story.
I wake up in the morning, you are one of the first things on my mind.
I go about my day, I think of you.
Even when I'm not consciously doing it, your name pops up everywhere.
I'm watching a video on YouTube,
I wish I was there with you
I see a beautiful quiet place,
I imagine us sharing that space
Even when I go to bed,
Your name's all that's in my head.
I wish I could tell everyone, but I can't.
I can't express this feeling into words.
Not that there's anyone else important to tellWho'll listen without judging me
Who'll let me love, and let me be
But it doesn't matter at all to me
Because last I checked, loving is free
It's more than just another crush
Or a passing infatuation
It feels surreal, it feels for real
It's an occupational hazard, this thing
Because before I know it, I'm daydreaming
I'm constantly finding me smiling to myself
A happy smile because it's you,
A sad smile because I'm me
It's more than titles, labels or names,
This feeling that I have for you:
It's past questioning, it's all I knowー
I'm not gay; I just love you.
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The Darkness Within: Vol. 4
PoetryThird notebook, third book. This is where it gets real. Warning: Not for the faint of heart. Just kidding lmaooo (Or am I??) But yeah anyways, here we go on our third (unofficially fourth) rollercoaster ride! It will be undergoing some edits soon. A...