smother

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Smother by: Daughter

I watched as everyone moved on while I stayed stuck in the same spot I had always been in.

I was bound by a rope that was as fragile as a strand of hair but felt like it was strangling my neck.

I couldn't breathe anymore.

I could've broken free but I was bound by these shackles of memories that clung to my wrist like they were the last memories to ever fill my husk of a soul.

They held me back, chained to the walls of my past, while I suffocated.

Screaming until my voice was a hoarse whisper that only reached as far as my chains would let me.

I was being smothered by these memories that clouded my vision desperately trying to get me to feel even a morsel of that emotion I once held.

They were overbearing and it was everything I could do to look away.

The world beyond the chains looked beautiful too.

Maybe I could've had part of that beauty too.

If I had had the strength to break the invisible shackles holding me back.

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Word count- 174

Published- November 28, 2023


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